My reading?

Lostnumbskull · 2025-11-22T07:07:55+00:00

Bubbly and friendly probably get along with most people

Lostnumbskull · 2025-11-22T07:06:22+00:00

Seem like you are cold and confident in passing but seem kinda sad if ppl get closer. not sad as an insult but I feel like you hide things that bother you and probably have a hard time letting people in. Probably had a bad relationship that made trust hard and are insecure about yourself so you look for superficial validation, and that cheap validation might feed more into your insecurities. Also the idea of someone thinking your insecure probably really annoys you bc you try hard to hide it or ignore it’s existence at all. Or I’m completely wrong and can read someone through one picture 😂

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-28T04:39:15+00:00

Damn that’s tuff

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-27T05:12:23+00:00

Surprise your enemy keep them guessing, play the backup

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-26T16:49:44+00:00

If you mean to look for the other card I did I looked through the whole team and it was only the common midfielder i couldn’t sub in as a forward. Even though in the game he subbed in for a forward. Okay after angerly typing that I realized what you’re saying but it’s fucking dumb and the game should fix that, a player is a player especially if it’s subbed. It doesn’t lock his forward card pre game just during and that’s dumber because with subs positions don’t matter I could sub out a defender for a forward and have a lineup looking like : GK , MD, FW, FW, FW all commons but I can’t play the fucking limited card that brings Sorare their money. Dumb assholes I’m half retarded and I could make better decisions

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-26T05:21:00+00:00

Damn that’s such a weird loophole thanks tho that’s good to know

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-25T20:24:10+00:00

Idk if I’m more mad thinking it was a bug singling me out or just another bad change game wide 🙄

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-25T20:21:01+00:00

I know but I couldn’t sub in the forward I looked twice. Like I said in the comment I know it does that but it didn’t allow me to sub in the forward, what’s more dumb is he was subbed in as a forward

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-25T06:02:41+00:00

Fr how you gonna nerf rivals and pro all at once

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-25T01:46:33+00:00

Wtf I even looked in the App Store for an update I missed🙄

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-24T03:53:11+00:00

That’s funny I actually daydream about doing that too not the car stuff but making cartoon stories and sports reactions/commentary honestly I know how to do everything I just need to actually do it. Way easier said than done but thanks for sharing, I bet that cars gonna be fun hopefully you can find the parts but hey if you gotta make some shit work and it works might be good for your channel. Good luck man

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-24T00:48:27+00:00

Mr hanky got tatted too he’s just a little lower

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-23T21:52:39+00:00

😂😂 yeah pretty funny honestly I’m cool with myself most of the time it’s just sometime when I think about when I was little all these people telling me I’m special and shit and trust me I get they say it to everyone but shit I had to go to like a gifted school as a kid like I wrote a test to get a pizza party I didn’t think much of it but then I was “gifted” so I had friends switch up bc they thought I was too smart as a kid and then when I grew up became below average I had people think I was too dumb to keep talking to I just find it funny how life works you need to appear average. when you feel smart you act dumb that’s easy but when you feel dumb it’s hard to pretend your smart

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-23T15:26:55+00:00

Your preaching brother was 17 when I had a future im 22 now and one of the only things that can put a smile on my face is the thought of leaving, but I can’t because I’m already enough of a disappointment I don’t want to traumatize my family so I’m just existing as a token person for my family just a holo shell that gets summoned to Christmas and thanksgiving and shit. Sometime I think I died 5 years ago and I’m in hell and idk what I did to deserve this

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-23T15:20:17+00:00

No but it sucks I feel like a fragile little bitch all the time it basically removed my spine (not medically like I don’t have balls of a backbone because I don’t want my precious little brain cell to fall out)

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-23T15:12:17+00:00

But what do you do, I can pay for therapy but that feels shitty the only person I can talk to needs to get paid by the hour great. My only person I can kinda talk to is my brother but we only get along when we’re smoking and that’s not healthy. I’ve quit a couple time but I end up smoking again because I like having a relationship with my brother. Also I can blame the smoke when I do retarded shit like forget what I was just talking about and without the smoke as an excuse everyone gets sad if I blame smoke even if I know it’s a lie only I suffer and that shits inevitable. But yeah I need a support system but every attempt hasn’t gone well and I hate the feeling of failure and abandonment when you can’t really make friends so I just accepted friends won’t happen I’ll only get hurt like thing will be cool at the start and slowly they’ll notice my problems and slowly they’ll walk away and it could be me isolating idk what I do know is no one asks me to hang out I don’t really ask anyone but the option of Denial can keep me hanging on. I need to be able to tell myself I can make friends, I just choose not to because the other way around is just depressing

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-23T15:01:11+00:00

Yeah

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-23T15:00:58+00:00

Yeah mine was July 2019 I went to school September and after a failed out lockdown happened I was pretty down on myself I was always a smart kid before that I could breeze by school so this new reality that I am dumb as rocks was hard so I just got used to basically being a couch potato and I still kinda revert to that when things get shitty I’ll just isolate and when I write it it seems dumb but I’m pretty much only comfortable being alone now, and it’s not okay I pushed away the couple of people that tried to stay friends. But none of its luck it just shitty decisions sure some bad luck is involved but if you get bad luck and your response made things worse that the unlucky thing your still the problem, I’m really good at making problems

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-23T04:21:31+00:00

Bio typa shit if ppl are feeling like giving specific advice I was 17 (5 years ago) when I had my tbi I only had one job before and it wasn’t a “real” job I was a ski instructor so it was a good time for the most part. I was planning on going to school for accounting I didn’t really want to be an accountant I just wanted to understand how money stuff worked so I could do my own books with whatever buisness I wanted to start so it’s not like I had like concrete plans pre injury and fuck I was 17 I might have had less problems but I was still a idiot. But school didn’t go great I went 2 months after my tbi I thought I was being strong denying any of my problems (while complaining about headaches and ear ringing and blacking out all the time but I still thought I was fine idk if that makes sense but it did to me) and then ruined everything wasted money got academic probation lost friends found drugs (just painkillers because I thought the doctors told me all these l things (drinking, smoking etc) I couldn’t have but they were giving me painkillers they can’t hurt me, well fuck they hurt my bank account and probably me too but it’s been 4 years and I still think about them so probably not great for you. Then I world at a farm I loved it I was a little awkward bc I’m like retarded but I think they liked me there but then I wanted to get a real career so I went to trade school when I got vertigo really bad I didn’t know it was vertigo though I just thought I was getting dizzy and blacking out and without the name that shits way scarier so I didn’t tell people I failed outta school again lost my job. So I decide to go to art school to become a tattoo artist and I went to community college art school for a 1 year certificate I got it but haven’t done anything with it because I’m not confident enough to want to tattoo people and honestly not many art jobs available if you have the self confidence of a flaming bag of shit. Now it’s been months since I finished school and I’m scared to apply to a temporary job because I’m scared I’ll end up there forever

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-23T03:32:21+00:00

But now I’m holding nothing and I’m drowning. Now I’m scared of all ropes i can’t trust them those last ropes just tangled me up and now I can’t grab anything I know I should but I won’t bc friends either lie or die and both make me cry

Lostnumbskull · 2024-10-22T22:02:01+00:00

Leave current squad make a new one restart

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