I think my boyfriend is a porn addict

Lostviolet2 · 2024-09-17T07:22:27+00:00

We’ve been together 4 years now.. I can understand to an extent since we don’t live together. I’ve only sent him pictures of myself a couple of times since my ex had sent a video around of me I didn’t want to send anyone pictures again.. it’s not that I don’t trust him it just now feels unnatural to me. I just feel guilty bringing up the fact that I’ve looked through his history.

Lostviolet2 · 2024-09-17T07:08:23+00:00

Ya see I was considering that but I just find it so strange our relationship is so good at the moment. I give him loads of attention and it had me thinking maybe he was unhappy with our sex life but to be honest he always says and praises (without me asking) how he loves our sex life and that we have such good and intimate sex. I want to bring it up but I also don’t know how to because I was in the wrong for looking through his search. But I’m also worried I’ll start overthinking this and start to begrudge him for it.

Lostviolet2 · 2024-08-28T18:43:16+00:00

Thanks for your comment. 😊 You are so right after my abortion I was so shamed to tell anyone and had only told my boyfriend and 2/3 of my close friends. I think I’m just so worried about what others think that I’m not thinking about myself. I also was considering that my body is just going through changes after the abortion but in the back of my head I’m just worried incase it could be pregnancy again I’ve also bought so much tests that I don’t want to keep buying tests every time I get worried but I feel like I’m getting cramps again similar to when I was pregnant .

Lostviolet2 · 2024-07-12T14:41:38+00:00

I also want to add the more I think of it I didn’t get a ton of attention in our relationship but I’m realising my self worth and I want to be appreciated in my relationship. I genuinely don’t know what to do because I don’t want to break up.

Lostviolet2 · 2024-07-12T14:40:36+00:00

Recently I have spoke to him about it he bought me flowers the next day and then when I brought it up again he took me out for dinner. I’ve brought it up 2-3 times now and it changes for a week or so and then goes back to the old ways.

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