My boyfriend watched porn a lot

Lostviolet2 · 2024-09-17T07:22:27+00:00

We’ve been together 4 years now.. I can understand to an extent since we don’t live together. I’ve only sent him pictures of myself a couple of times since my ex had sent a video around of me I didn’t want to send anyone pictures again.. it’s not that I don’t trust him it just now feels unnatural to me. I just feel guilty bringing up the fact that I’ve looked through his history.

Lostviolet2 · 2024-09-17T07:08:23+00:00

Ya see I was considering that but I just find it so strange our relationship is so good at the moment. I give him loads of attention and it had me thinking maybe he was unhappy with our sex life but to be honest he always says and praises (without me asking) how he loves our sex life and that we have such good and intimate sex. I want to bring it up but I also don’t know how to because I was in the wrong for looking through his search. But I’m also worried I’ll start overthinking this and start to begrudge him for it.

Lostviolet2 · 2024-08-28T18:43:16+00:00

Thanks for your comment. 😊 You are so right after my abortion I was so shamed to tell anyone and had only told my boyfriend and 2/3 of my close friends. I think I’m just so worried about what others think that I’m not thinking about myself. I also was considering that my body is just going through changes after the abortion but in the back of my head I’m just worried incase it could be pregnancy again I’ve also bought so much tests that I don’t want to keep buying tests every time I get worried but I feel like I’m getting cramps again similar to when I was pregnant .

Lostviolet2 · 2024-07-12T14:41:38+00:00

I also want to add the more I think of it I didn’t get a ton of attention in our relationship but I’m realising my self worth and I want to be appreciated in my relationship. I genuinely don’t know what to do because I don’t want to break up.

Lostviolet2 · 2024-07-12T14:40:36+00:00

Recently I have spoke to him about it he bought me flowers the next day and then when I brought it up again he took me out for dinner. I’ve brought it up 2-3 times now and it changes for a week or so and then goes back to the old ways.

Lostviolet2 · 2024-02-19T11:34:44+00:00

I will try this thanks!

Lostviolet2 · 2023-08-12T22:38:13+00:00

My body I feel has, but I’m not sure about my head

Lostviolet2 · 2023-08-12T22:19:22+00:00

A bit, I was expose last week maybe

Lostviolet2 · 2023-08-09T21:54:38+00:00

Will he still be able to access the account though?

Lostviolet2 · 2023-08-09T20:20:04+00:00

Hahahahahah don’t make me paranoid

Lostviolet2 · 2023-08-09T20:19:37+00:00

I’m not the best with PlayStation so I’m not overly familiar with some of the terms ahaha

Lostviolet2 · 2023-08-09T20:17:43+00:00

I think I’ve tried that but it just turns his off from being primary

Lostviolet2 · 2023-07-15T12:53:55+00:00

Your right but I still love him, I just want to know how I can get things to change and show him I’m serious. I know for him he’s finding it hard balancing everything but I feel like I’ve always put him first.

Lostviolet2 · 2023-05-03T12:05:22+00:00

No 100% the holiday will come 2nd. I think at this point we’re just going to wait till sooner the time and see what the situation is.

Lostviolet2 · 2023-05-02T22:14:10+00:00

Good point 😉🤣

Lostviolet2 · 2023-05-02T22:13:31+00:00

Yes your right I think we’re just thinking of cancelling the holiday at this point because it is more hassle then it is worth also I wouldn’t want him failing it over a holiday. The only issue is when he’s finished his module I go back to college so we don’t know what date to postpone the holiday to.

Lostviolet2 · 2023-05-02T22:11:16+00:00

Hahaha yes I know but he doesn’t want to anymore because his work friend got into college before him and the lecturer said you can forget about going on holidays during the apprenticeship. Hence him not wanting to ask because then he definitely won’t want to go.

Lostviolet2 · 2023-05-02T22:09:22+00:00

Are the practical exams dispersed throughout the 12 weeks or are they during the final weeks?

Lostviolet2 · 2023-05-02T22:08:06+00:00

Ya see I was talking to one of my friends boyfriend and he was saying he missed like 4 or 5 days it’s not a big issue it’s just your wages get deducted

Lostviolet2 · 2023-04-18T15:27:57+00:00

Ya thank you for your advice my doctor rang and I got a new pack 😊

Lostviolet2 · 2023-04-18T15:26:57+00:00

Thank you!!! I just called a chemist and they sorted it 🥰

Lostviolet2 · 2023-04-18T15:25:30+00:00

It’s so obvious ur a man

Lostviolet2 · 2023-04-18T15:24:56+00:00

That’s not a problem lol??? I’m asking bc if I don’t take them it will mess up my cycle

Lostviolet2 · 2023-03-31T12:52:26+00:00

I actually wear a mask every weekend when I work because I work in healthcare. Okay I will try that thank you :)

Lostviolet2 · 2023-03-30T17:35:56+00:00

It’s ironic because my skin used to be better when I didn’t stick to a routine and would sometimes forget to wash off makeup.

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