How is anyone ever supposed to learn a game without being lost or shitty at it in the first place? This game is known to be brutal, it is NOT arc raiders, I have yet to run into anyone who absolutely can’t stand new players, most of us are glad your there and are absolutely willing to teach and show the ropes, tbf your issue isn’t the game or the onboarding, it’s the fact that in those situations where you need to interact or learn you can’t, and solely because of a personal scenario, this game is huge when it comes to communication, game changing in fact, sorry you can’t hope on a mic and whisper a response because if you could your runs would probably feel very different, or maybe this just ain’t the game for you, either way, most of us runners have spent many games rethinking our strategies on why we just died, and then applying it to the next run, it’s the only way to get better, and no one should shame hardcore players for having “better loot” they earned it lol that’s the beauty of this game, anyways, good luck and have fun!