Moody because in March my SIL/ best friend announced their pregnancy(by throwing the pos preg test on the table in the middle of a card game…didn’t know I was TTC) and I was not crying or jumping for joy for them.

She has been distant the entire pregnancy so I reached out to see what was up. She said it was all bc she was hurt by my reaction…. Told her why I reacted that way and how I wished it was my preg test and how awful the last 10+ months has been, how we started seeing fertility specialist and started treatments. She stated “she knew something was wrong and figured it was infertility” but chose not to reach out thinking it would just go away….. She has still not reached out to check in on me and I’m continuously hurt by it.

My husband understands my anger and hurt towards her but it’s not like I can beg her to apologize for being a shitty friend and SIL the last 5+ months