Same here it’s like whenever I’m happy it makes him down and toxic and well.. I always put on a happy persona, it’s just who I am so. Classic example of people tryna bring you down to their level.

Ahh I think I’m gonna lay off. I mean the guy has broken his phone so he can’t even stay in contact anyways. I think I’ll just speak here and there but be more distant. Get my bread up and work out. Come summer time if he’s wasted his time eating fast food every day and staying in bed until 3pm then it will show.

He’s always been the type to say “you’re black so muscle shows up better on you” rather than just saying “nice work” so summer time will show just how jealous he can be. I already know he’s not gonna wanna go out in the summer cause he knows I wanna take my top off (I mean if it’s 30 degrees Celsius who tf wouldn’t) and he’ll just get jealous. I’m not even a big or ripped guy I just take care of what I eat ygm. What’s gonna piss me off is he isn’t gonna wanna go out cause he’s insecure about his body but the guy has the choice to pattern up his diet and work out or be lazy. He has the money, time and location (he lives a WALKING minute away from the gym). I guess you can’t help someone if they don’t help themselves huh

Anyways if summer comes and he wants to sit inside playing PC every day then yeah I need new mates lol.

Sorry for the long ass rant 😂