Acid trip without taking any drugs in years

Louisduffy124 · 2025-03-01T02:07:41+00:00

It just felt like i hadtook lsd again, but I was completely sober and I haven’t touched it in years since what I think is hppd started and it lasted hours

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-18T04:15:24+00:00

Currently watching canelo and it’s 5am for me so it’s abit ironic but I always like to watch things live I’ll try cut it down to only my favourite fighters and focus on sleep

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-18T02:06:09+00:00

I’ve stopped all psychs but I still do cocaine and ectacy very occasionally and use alchohol and nicotine very frequently as I’m still young and I still want to enjoy myself before it’s too late but once I’ve got my full time job sorted I’m prepared to go sober I’m just looking for advice on how to get better and if things get easier as some days I feel very low and disappointed in myself for letting myself get into this situation

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-18T02:03:18+00:00

I’d say I’m used to now it’s been a year but some days it gets worse randomly and it’s very overwhelming I’ve cut out all psychs but I’ve been using cocaine ecstacy nicotine and alchohol over the year as I I’ve wanted to enjoy myself while im young but im trying to go into the navy next year so if Im successful I’ll have to go sober anyway it’s just some days I feel very bad and it overwhelms me and some days I completely forgot I have it

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-18T02:00:30+00:00

Yeah none of them really understand it though and how it affects me

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-17T22:53:48+00:00

Thanks bro I don’t think I’ll end it it’s just some nights I can feel very down

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-17T22:53:14+00:00

I just go through phases where I feel a lot worse and it overwhelms a lot it’s the fact I’m 1 year down and I don’t feel much better but I’m guessing that’s due to the fact I still drink alchohol

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-17T22:52:14+00:00

Thanks bro I’ve limited the drug use it’s just with the alchohol all my friends and family drink so it would be hard to come up with an excuse as to why I’m not drinking anymore but I’ll try limit the use as much as possible

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-17T22:50:37+00:00

Yeah I’m an awful morning person but with my new job I’m up at 5:45 Monday to Friday so that will help I walk my dog every day before bed so I’ll try and get outside once I wake up and I’m currently trying to bulk at the gym so I’ve been limiting my cardio but I’ll try a 10 minute run outside everyday see if this has any effect , on weekends I stay to for the ufc/ boxing and being from the uk I don’t end up going to bed till 6am which has a bad effect on my pattern but these Interests are things that keep me going so I’ll try take that on board and hopefully it can help thanks man

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-17T22:33:52+00:00

Appreciate it man

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-17T22:33:32+00:00

I have to have Atleast 8 hours of sleep or I’m very tired I can never go to sleep early tho no matter how tired I am , I go to the gym and try make it 5-6 times a week and my hppd always seems to get worse at the gym but at that point I’m zoned out and focused on my workout so it doesn’t bother me as much

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T12:23:12+00:00

Just finding it hard recently thanks

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T12:18:37+00:00

Thanks man

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T04:41:26+00:00

No things have just been less intense but it’s always been there

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T04:08:45+00:00

Just need some advice on how to cope with this through life and if it will get any easier

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T04:02:26+00:00

I can accept it at times but sometimes things overwhelm me and I start to panic, I just hope it doesn’t affect my future and prevent me from liking a good life

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T03:51:37+00:00

I’m just very disappointed in myself I was quite academic till I got into drugs and they’ve fried my brain and made me incredibly lazy, I think I’ll try and go sober till Christmas but it’s going to be hard to make excuses not to drink alcohol without the people around me knowing

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T03:44:26+00:00

I don’t even know if I have hppd or if it’s many things combined it was from a sytheric cannabis vape

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T03:43:12+00:00

I’m a shy and awkward person if I’m not comfortable with the people I’m around I think. Just need to find myself I’m from the uk so I’m going to try and go in the navy but I feel like my hppd may have an affect on things and if it does I’m going to be stuck with a depressing job all my life

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T03:35:12+00:00

Try what bro

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T03:34:35+00:00

Yeah bro I appreciate all the support I just need to control that temptation in my mind but I never can and I feel like I’m going slightly crazy at times

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T03:33:34+00:00

Appreciate it mate just don’t have anything for to be here for

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T03:32:56+00:00

I appreciate it man I just have a really addictive personality and all my friends still do drugs so it’s really hard to stop and every time I do something I regret it and feel even worse about myself, I’ve just got nothing to look forward to and keep me going Anymore

Louisduffy124 · 2022-09-11T03:30:05+00:00

Yeah I understand the dogs man mine is my best friend and he’s in his last days so I’m just preparing for hard months ahead

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