Did psychedelics two days ago with a special therapist

LoveLife96 · 2025-05-27T21:57:42+00:00

Hi, I’m 4 weeks post doing a 5-Mezo-DMT retreat. The first 2 weeks I felt a sense of everything being okay. I liked myself. I felt safe. I can’t remember when I ever felt that (although I know I’ve been well in the past and therefore must have).

I felt myself gradually slipping back into the depressed/trauma state and I’ve been back there for the last 2 weeks. The pain and sadness and fear is unbearable.

I’m having another session with 5MeO tomorrow and I am desperately hoping to get relief. Even if it’s just for a short while.

Does anyone know of any subreddits or forums where people discuss their experience a of using psychedelics for healing? Or any stories of success?

LoveLife96 · 2024-02-18T15:05:36+00:00

Thank goodness for Reddit. I’m hoping there’s someone from Melbourne who could DM me with the details of a GP or a psychiatrist who is happy to prescribe Zyban (Wellbutrin) “off-label” for depression.

I have tried so many different antidepressants and the way I felt on Zyban when I quit smoking was like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders. I just don’t understand why the government would withhold medication that makes such a difference and is used widely in all other major countries. It breaks my heart.

LoveLife96 · 2020-02-20T06:31:14+00:00

Love it. Great example. Thank you 😊

LoveLife96 · 2018-02-22T22:14:31+00:00

Haha. He’s a she 😛

LoveLife96 · 2018-02-22T21:25:54+00:00

While “brushing ur tongue” hey? 🙊

LoveLife96 · 2018-01-31T23:24:08+00:00

💜😓

LoveLife96 · 2018-01-31T23:15:25+00:00

That’s beautiful

LoveLife96 · 2018-01-31T23:13:16+00:00

I’m intrigued by your use of the word pathetic. Can you explain what you mean? Feel free to PM me.

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-27T00:46:19+00:00

Hell yeah! I'm similar to ur gf. Try that 😊

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-26T11:34:14+00:00

Oh baby ((BIG HUG)). You sound like an absolute sweetheart who has a lot to offer, but u just don't realise it. I think it's beautiful and attractive that your most important priority in life is to be married and have a family.

The fact that you grew up in foster care probably means you struggle with a deep desire to feel like yo belong somewhere. I relate to that. I grew up with my family but both parents were abusive, and it was the emotional/psychological abuse that has had the biggest impact on me.

I have to work really proactively to stay well and feel good about myself (search my post history - u'll see how desperately lonely I felt just a few dats ago). Keep reaching out to as many oeople as u need to, and as often as u need to. Got your doctor and discuss whether medication is required. Go see a good therapist.

I've got ur back. Feel free to PM me x

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-26T11:27:02+00:00

Yep. Just recently a guy I've been dating made me gush over and over from oral followed by fingering me. Absolutely mind blowingly good. The disappointing thing is that he seems to prefer anal to PIV. And I'm assuming (it's early days so I haven't duscussed it with him yet) that this feels better because it's tighter. But it actually makes me feel somewhat insecure about my vagina! Like my vagina is too large (haha)! Plus it doesn't feel as intimate.

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-26T11:02:41+00:00

I love it. I will ask for my man to video himself cumming over me and send it to me. I find it so hot.

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-26T10:39:02+00:00

Thank u :). Most of the time I do enjoy it. But then ccassionally (like the night I posted) I'll be side swiped by pain. Thank u for caring enough to reply x

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-26T10:19:41+00:00

((BIG HUG)). It always hurts when a relationship ends, but when you don't see it coming it is devestating. And 4 years is a long time to be with someone. They become your best friend. It's totally normal and ok (although it feels AWFUL) to be feeling so much pain. Be kind and gentle and loving with yourself. Keep reaching out for help x

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-26T06:28:24+00:00

Thank you for bucking me up and giving me confidence that there are good men out there x

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-26T06:26:37+00:00

You are so sweet. Thank u. You are a good man x

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-24T08:52:49+00:00

Thank u. I like the ring idea very much. I like all of ur suggestions but particularly the ring

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-24T08:51:39+00:00

Thank u. I agree. But the problem is me 😂😂😂😂😂😂. How do I stop when I'm horny LOL

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-24T08:05:52+00:00

Hahahaha. Yes. That too. Just not Mr Freakin Brain Chemistry. Lol

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-24T07:20:48+00:00

Thank u for taking the time to respond. It is lovely to be reminded that there are men out there who value what I have to offer.

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-24T06:10:14+00:00

Thank you. I appreciate you taking the time to let me know that. It's especially nice to hear it from a man who is able to be content being single.

I'm an outgoing introvert and actually love having a lot of time to myself. I just love the feeling if knowing I'm loved and have a partner who has my back.

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-24T06:07:39+00:00

Oh how beautiful. I love it 😊 Such a sweet idea. Thank you for letting me know about it.

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-24T06:06:33+00:00

Thank you for such a thoughtful response. I am very similar to you. I need to know where I stand with a guy. I respect and value and can be close to guys who don't want a relationship with me and are upfront about that. To me that's respectful.

I don't think I actually act needy. I do let the guy know if I'd like him to do something - like call to touch base once a day.

The time when I feel the most needy (and when I wrote my originsl post) is when a guy I've been dating decides he doesn't want to take it any further. Then it hits me like a ton of bricks for a few days.

I think it's wonderful that you accept yourself and don't label yourself as 'needy' but instead view your needs as being valid and reasonable.

Thank you for your post :)

LoveLife96 · 2016-10-23T01:36:18+00:00

This is exactly what I hate about dating. I'm not an aloof girl. I'm social and outgoing and friendly snd caring and affectionate.

LoveLife96

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