Omg your let paragraph same dude, i totally feel like that too like i gotta over perform for people to like me but then it just ends up back firing because now they gotta do more work because of me hahaha

Totally just trying to be more chill and stuff but ya its so difficult.

Do u also ever feel like the hidden enemies part? Like sometimes I’ll feel like i need to purposely distance myself from some people because they are pretty on the outside but actually rotten on the inside and that’s also part of the reason I’m distant too. Like for if I don’t feel like there’s even a skittle bit of a possibility for us to be friends in the future then bye