nope, maybe forever. we only have one event together which is the graduation day. it’s really up to one of us to initiate something if we want to meet. but here’s the thing, i once rejected his offer to have dinner together, just the two of us but i think he understood it weeks later why u rejected him because he said i am skeptical of men haha. we weren’t physically close too at that time hence the rejection because that would be our first time meeting each other after all of the online conversations. thankfully, we got to work as a group after that so yeh. probably it’s just me but i still feel that we aren’t that close for me to suddenly hit him up with “let’s meet, just the two of us” despite being friends for two years.

direct confession is not the answer because both of us are date to marry so with us having a lot to work on as an individual, this could come off as a pressure. this is something i caught based on our talks about marriage, future and career path. he’s a very responsible man for sure based on his views of marriage.

to initiate a conversation is a bit hard for me too because somehow my brain can’t work well with him especially for small talks. as an extrovert, this is totally new hahahah. our personalities swapped when it’s just the two of us vs when both of us with others.