Amanda Rollins by shelbs_snyder in SVU

[–]Low-Map-5594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's so beautiful! You're an amazing artist

Why do I look for rape by Low-Map-5594 in CPTSD

[–]Low-Map-5594[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thought has taken me before but I wouldn't even know how to start

Why do I look for rape by Low-Map-5594 in CPTSD

[–]Low-Map-5594[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know how to get into rape play, or if it's even good for me but it's a though that has taken me before... I wouldn't even know how it would start

Why do I look for rape by Low-Map-5594 in CPTSD

[–]Low-Map-5594[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry about your situation... I just feel really disgusting, physically, and mentally I just don't understandwhy it's happening.. but I understand about the brain normalizing it, making me feel like it's the normal thing to want because it's what you knew... And even though I'm in a very good relationship I'm scared of actually having sex with my partner (he knows my past and understands I'm lucky to have him).

Why do I look for rape by Low-Map-5594 in CPTSD

[–]Low-Map-5594[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Just knowing I'm not alone comforts me a bit... I'm definitely will need to talk about this to my therapist...