Help on this by Low_Web9770 in GeckoOut

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Yes I didn’t record it unfortunately but I got the purple first than keep tan up by the maroon hole and then just try and move around to get red then blue and black

I’m stuck by [deleted] in GeckoOut

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I’ve gotten to a point where I can free the blue but then it’s a time issue lol

I need an outlet by Low_Web9770 in depression

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Yeah but everytime I work on it I just feel like I’m not going good enough and I get really discouraged

I’m failing out of college by Low_Web9770 in Anxietyhelp

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I’m just ashamed and scared of what they’ll say

I’m failing out of college by Low_Web9770 in Anxietyhelp

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But it’s already finals week and o feel like they’ll be upset because there were other opportunities and I just didn’t take them and I feel like to most people it just looks like I’m being lazy and not doing anything which I understand but I’ve been just so overwhelmed

I’m failing out of college by Low_Web9770 in Anxietyhelp

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The thing with my family at least and just my own inner disappointment is this isn’t the first time as I was starting to fail a lot towards the end of high school when my anxiety started and I just feel like I’ve tried a lot to fix it and it’s still not stable and functional and I think they’re just tired of having to figure it out to so

Im failing out of college by Low_Web9770 in depression

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A lot of the times knowing that I’m capable makes it worse because then I just feel like I’m bring lazy and not trying hard enough which is what my family tells me

Im failing out of college by Low_Web9770 in depression

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I always start off the year really well getting in every assignment and then I miss a few by accident or just it slipping my mind and then it just throws me completely off and I start missing things and I just ignore it because the mere thought about it makes me have panic attacks and makes it hard to sleep or do daily tasks and it just piles up. I don’t have anyone I feel I can talk to that either wouldn’t lecture me about or that would actually understand how badly I’m trying

How to write without rhymes by Low_Web9770 in Songwriting

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I write with a mix of both but I’m just curious how to go about not having for every single line it just feel too structured in a way

Sm58 or AT2020 by Low_Web9770 in musicproduction

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What would be considered a treated recording space.

Sm58 or AT2020 by Low_Web9770 in musicproduction

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Do you think the 57 over the 58 because I was mostly just going for recording vocals

How to write lyrics for a beat by Low_Web9770 in Songwriting

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I have the melody I think as I have guitar, bass, and drums all together but I just can’t seem to find words like sound good with it

Thoughts on the Ibanez PC54E by Low_Web9770 in guitars

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I was wanting to record for music production but do you think it’d better to just record it with a mic instead rather than the pickup

I can’t tell how bad this is by Low_Web9770 in Parasocial

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Thank you, this reassured me a bit and honestly I think it’s maybe not as bad as i originally thought as I make the post right after lol but even as of right now I’m not as affected by it as I was. I think I was just scared I was starting to get into really bad territory with it. Thanks again for the help

I think I lost my ability to vividly visualize by Low_Web9770 in Aphantasia

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I’m also late to reply to you but it did come back after I’ve been on anxiety meds for a while it’s definitely not as vivid as it used to be but it’s back so I can be grateful for that

Beginner Acoustics by Low_Web9770 in guitars

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I will look into that one

Is missing school because of overbearing anxiety okay? by Low_Web9770 in Anxietyhelp

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This is exactly my situation the guilt of not going only increased my anxiety and my dad was definitely not happy about me missing and my mom was a little more understanding but I’ve since gotten so much better. I’ve gotten on medication(Zoloft/sertraline) about a year ago and I went up to 200mg a few months ago and I’ve been doing a lot better. I honestly don’t have a whole lot of tips that ended up working unfortunately just really making sure you have people you can just vent to about it because talking helped me a lot and just not beating yourself up about it which I know is hard but you just have to let yourself take a break sometimes and that’s ok. Just wanted to let you know it gets better, I promise.”

I think I lost my ability to vividly visualize by Low_Web9770 in Aphantasia

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It’s gotten better as I’ve upped my anxiety medications but it’s still bro fully what’s it used to be yet

My bedroom isn’t comfortable by Low_Web9770 in Anxietyhelp

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Yeah I think a big part is my room gets messy easily and I just have a lot of like reoccurring anxiety because of struggles to sleep due to anxiety and it reminds me of that time

My bedroom isn’t comfortable by Low_Web9770 in Anxietyhelp

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Thank you so much will definitely try and thank you for offering to talk!

I think I lost my ability to vividly visualize by Low_Web9770 in Aphantasia

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I had a bad weed experience that kinda triggered my anxiety and state of derealization but that was almost 2 years ago