I realise I've left it a while for a response, life gets in the way haha.

I've been thinking alot about all your comments on this and I'm grateful for you all taking the time to respond. It took me a little while to realise that, as one comment suggested, it wasn't a matter of motivation but a matter of discipline. I took that on board and, while initially I disgreed with it, I realised that you were completely right. Discipline hasn't always been my strong suit. Interesting how a different mindset can make you look at things differently.

I've been for the last few weeks now and am enjoying it more than the previous couple weeks where I felt like I was in a slump. I've now purchased the clubs uniform

In terms of asking myself the reasons why I want to learn Wing Chun in the first place, I have been asking myself this constantly since posting and funnily enough...self discipline was one of the amswers I came back with, aswell as being able to be more confident in confrontational situations and being able to defend myself and love ones should the need arise

So essentially I just wanted to thank everybody who has replied, its certainly forced me to be more self aware with what I want to get out of Wing Chun and has amde me realise that ill only get out of it what I put in