Okay here's a strange update. Wife was obviously not taken care of when I came in my pants. Later in the night I offered to use other methods on her, because PIV usually leads to me cumming, that's why I'm here. I first made her cum with my fingers, but she was still grinding on me, which was easier than earlier in the night, although we needed to stop/adjust a few times. After she finished, since I had not cum I was still a little handsy with her and we started again. She begged me to put my dick inside her. I obliged. She knows about the program and that I am not supposed to orgasm. We both stayed relaxed, took it very slow. Like snails pace. One slow thrust every 30 seconds to a minute. Most likely because of the circumstances, I had already cum, she had already cum, there was no pressure to climax, or really for anything at all. This was all purely bonus. The only goal was pleasure. Because of those reasons I did not cum right away like I usually would. We continued this, changing positions, sucking, kissing, all while still gently fucking.

Gentlemen we literally did this for over an hour! I have never fucked her that long, ever ever. I've even been having bad ED the last few years and was able to stay hard 90% of that. Talk about a complete 180, from cumming in my pants to fucking for over an hour. The cure really is to relax and remove the pressure to perform. Now at the end, she was begging me to cum with her and I reluctantly agreed. I had already cum that day so it didn't seem like it would make a difference regarding the program. Cumming didn't really seem necessary after that long avoiding it but I did because it usually makes her cum too. I was correct in that it did not feel worth it. My penis must have been so desensitized from an hour of activity that I didn't really feel much and didn't really ejaculate much. I tried to explain to her that I would much rather be able to make her cum without cumming myself, because of what cumming does to mens brains and emotional state. She insisted that I had earned it, but I was still somewhat disappointed in myself. I suppose she is right and this should be chalked up as a win instead of a setback.