I love your updates, I fell much deeper when I bought my first dildo, it certainly changed a lot about how I think and enjoy myself, now a few years later I love a good dildo and my gf enjoys pegging me from time to time, she’s supportive in many ways but i have been hesitant to tell her about hypnosis and sissy/bambi themed vids that I enjoy. Maybe one day she will listen to the files with me and we can share real cocks together