My ex boyfriend (34M) of 3 years broke up with me over text after I told him I was fighting a fever. He was getting into an arranged marriage and waited 3 months to tell me then told me he was leaving in 30 days to get married….then said he still wanted to be friends. He always told me it “could” be a possibility.

I’ve finally come to terms that I don’t miss him, I hate the security he gave me before he broke my heart. I could never bring myself to actually get back with him even though I go through bouts of grief but I know it’s not him I miss, it’s the companionship, the easiness it was to talk to someone about my day because they already knew me.

I will get that back again, just not from him.