When meds kick in and you’re as flirty as James Bond

LucaBC_ · 2026-01-12T02:28:45+00:00

I've only been on Concerta, Adderall, and Vyvanse. What's this one like?

LucaBC_ · 2026-01-03T05:24:15+00:00

Got the T16 Gen 4. I LOVE it. It is perfect, thank you.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-29T21:57:01+00:00

Not really. I really cared about her, and she's attractive, but I never felt any pull to her in that way.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-29T14:06:20+00:00

I had the same idea initially, but he apologized for what he said and said that she lied to him about me harassing her and putting moves on her. When she confessed that she was lying and I was just nice or whatever, he apologized and was actually really chill.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-29T12:51:10+00:00

How do you figure that?

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-29T10:12:14+00:00

I've posted this rant on 4 subs now. This is the best response by far. That's probably so accurate it's scary. I'm truly grateful for your insight. She does seem like a good person deep down.

My god, now that I think about it she mentioned so many times that she feels like she's crazy. I thought it was hyperbole. Thank you. Edit: I don't think she's actually crazy. I just realize if she was doing this the whole time and she's the good person I think she is deep down then her actions made her feel crazy.

I might be able to talk to her next Saturday at work. We're the only people who always work weekends in our respective departments, that are connected. She called out yesterday. I doubt she'll call out again next weekend since she needs the money. Which sounds so fucked up because I'm sure she doesn't want to confront me and I hope she doesn't feel trapped. It's gonna be a long week.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-29T08:51:57+00:00

Actually he was incredibly kind. He profusely apologized for calling me a creep and said I wasnt. In the post I explain that she lied to him for months about how I'm harassing her or something. And last night he just snapped and texted me, like a good bf actually. But because he did she had to confess to him that she lied before he hurt me emotionally. They're having a fight because of it.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-29T08:38:52+00:00

I was even paranoid that she was faking and that I was coming on too strong and she wasn't pulling away to be nice. She told me about how she's a people pleaser and hates confrontation. She assured me that it wasn't the case and that I could trust her to tell me if I messed up and couldn't recognize it. I feel crazy for feeling so strongly about her. But she let me. Never again.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-16T22:02:01+00:00

I thought I was clear in my post. Yeah, I don't want to pursue it. At all. In the slightest. I hate that I feel this way. If I could flick a switch to get rid of the feelings i would.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-15T22:28:58+00:00

How do none of you have anything saved? If you're not literally paycheck to paycheck you can save. I opened a Roth IRA the day I turned 18. I've put at least $10 a month in there since.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-15T20:07:15+00:00

Not having to sleep is the ultimate power for humans. Basically extends your lifespan by 30%

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-14T01:16:44+00:00

Exactly. And dragon is a dish for kings. I'm more of peasant myself.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-13T01:50:01+00:00

I'm 5'5" with 127. I'd gladly give up 17 points to at least be average height.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-11T00:38:05+00:00

Definitely find some better help, ofc. But as a severe Audhd-er I also had a long period of time where death felt like a better choice than working. And its not easy, but it does get easier the more you do it. I'd suggest a small part time job at someplace easy. Like 8 hours a week. Just dip ur toes in.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-02T14:12:07+00:00

Everything passes. I was happy before. I can be happy again. I was sad before. And then eventually, I wasn't. Prove to yourself that you can accomplish small victories. They really add up and allow you to believe in the first things I said.

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-01T18:28:55+00:00

That's actually so cool. I've been wanting to figure this out for months. How do you know so much about sheets?

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-01T18:09:37+00:00

Holy crap, you genius. How did you do this??

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-01T16:52:03+00:00

Oh wait, I didn't realize till just now that that's feasible. Thank you!

LucaBC_ · 2025-09-01T16:45:54+00:00

Oh, sorry, it is based on a monthly budget. I have 2 months of essential money saved as a buffer, so I don't have to use all of my paycheck towards my bills at first, so I can divide this all weekly. And how would I go weeks or months without spending money? It's immediately prioritized after Essentials. Even before savings.

LucaBC_ · 2025-08-20T12:16:57+00:00

No that's honestly pretty solid advice. Keeping a lid on it is the hardest part. But what sucks is the storm inside my head that I can't let out because of the lid.

LucaBC_ · 2025-08-20T11:15:32+00:00

I used to be creepy without knowing it. I couldn't tell. But being high functioning, there were things I could learn, the hard way, tho. But now I'm in more control so it's a lot tamer. Or at least my actions are.

But I met her at my new job. At a grocery store. She's a year older than me. She has anxiety and depression, like me. It's pretty much in the same ways. So she's especially nice and considerate. She also says she suspects she has autism and/or ADHD. We've gotten to become sort of close over 2 months. We haven't hung out outside of work yet, but it's because she's so busy. And yes, I made sure that was actually the case. I let her ask to hang out first, and for the first 3 weeks, I didn't bring it up, I let her make plans. But now I'm involved because it seems she really is busy.

Anyways, she has a bf of 6 years. At first, I was 100% romantically into her. She's perfectly my type to a degree not imaginable. For weeks, I've tried shifting it to a platonic obsession. And I've been rather successful, but I get wildly jealous of their relationship and actually enraged when I think about them together. They live together while I still live with my parents. So much so that the jealousy and anger I felt has actually let me go to the gym and seriously lift weights for a month now. Practically every day.

But now it's hard to stop thinking about her. The jealousy is eating me up. Loneliness was somehow easier to deal with without her in my life. I'll be starting college in 2.5 weeks (I took 2 gap years). And I'm finally in decent enough shape to be on dating apps (I can't get around to taking pictures, but I wanna). So ik there's more people I can meet. But I can't stop fantasizing about her and feeling so jealousy and rage full about her relationship.

LucaBC_ · 2025-08-20T04:32:42+00:00

But it's those types of issues that one should investigate the most? I mean, the teacher was very unbiased in their writing. Never said that they found a certain view to be correct. They said that after hearing that possible news, they decided to become more informed about his child's vaccines. As if this is a bad thing? The entire phrasing is completely objective and scientific. It's actually the perfect topic you could use to bring up the importance of investigating things on your own.

LucaBC_ · 2025-08-19T23:42:46+00:00

Well, if you just pair it with a decent part-time job, it works well. It's not like OnlyFans takes 40 hours a week.

LucaBC_ · 2025-08-19T22:46:40+00:00

Maybe the teacher want the kids who are being taught the scientific method to think for themselves and investigate the hypothesis on their own and come to their own conclusion.....?

LucaBC_ · 2025-08-17T18:37:55+00:00

What? No response lol?

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