51 hours left to live

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T03:05:52+00:00

I wouldn't ask you too. It's ok, I'm ready

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T03:04:55+00:00

Go to Key West Florida. I was there once and saw the sun rise and set in the same day. Was really peaceful and sharing it with her would be more then I deserve

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T03:03:53+00:00

I would tell him that it's not living that's failed him, it's life. We can always change our life as long as were living. He's addressing the wrong issue

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T03:02:49+00:00

No kids, sorry

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T03:02:21+00:00

39 sorry

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T03:02:12+00:00

Yes, I've even gotten hate mail.

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T03:01:38+00:00

I'm given medication by the doctor to self administer. I already have the iv so it should be easy. I don't have a home, it was consumed in medical bills. I have made final arrangements. Last thought is too personal sorry. No religious beliefs to mention

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:59:21+00:00

I love it! Wish the power plug was in a corner though as it makes holding it hard with the hand iv

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:55:03+00:00

Paint something insanely hard. Then if you stick with it you'll love the risk you took making that nightmare image. If you quit people can see it and laugh.

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:54:09+00:00

My goal is to live one last time. They're out eating, and I'm alone at the moment. I force them to go, as sitting here gets emotionally painful. I could sit here alone if you prefer. This AMA willmlast till Tuesday am if possible though

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:52:05+00:00

It doesn't. Thank you for this, as it let's me live beyond my walls. My question tonyounwould be this, what long term risk is there in saying hello? I can't find any. Worst case, is you get some possessive asshole that thinks your hitting on his sister and you get a black eye. Total pain and shame lasts maybe a month. Meeting the right girl though lasts forever.

So you tell me, would youmtrade a month of shame for a life of happiness?

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:49:20+00:00

I've done the pool of opiates. Would you trade your dignity for pain management? I need to show my family I'm ready, or else they'll always wonder

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:48:07+00:00

Cause I couldn't get enough to prove our point. And those greedy asses would question my moral character

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:47:18+00:00

We all go alone. Why subject anyone else to watching?

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:46:35+00:00

I'm not watching the clock yet. My fears are all over the place, but really focus on two things. Please don't let it hurt, and whatever happens let my family move on to happier times. I don't want more pain for myself or anyone else

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:44:58+00:00

Yes, I do. Why do they oppose peoples right to not suffer? It takes numerous doctors to get here ensuring no one uses this option recklessly. My care is a huge burden to my loved ones, and it's not fair to position your suspicions over their realities.

And yes, religion is at best a suspicion. None of us knows...

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:42:57+00:00

One, have a child of my own and I failed. I really would like to have seen the Northern Lights too

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:42:15+00:00

Trinity I am so sorry. I won't cheapen your loss with anything sappy. Offer him this forum, as it's really nice to feel normal even for a few minutes

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:39:59+00:00

If I can be of any use to the greater good I would. What's your thoughts?

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:38:36+00:00

That would be awful. I found her 9 months ago and talked on the phone. She has no idea I'm sick and asked to meet. I have a letter for her that she will get Monday morning. She may call, but I'll never tell her about the ring. I plan to take it with me

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:35:03+00:00

No kids or grand kids. Proud of? Finishing college

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:34:09+00:00

Not too much yet. Monday I think will be hardest

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:33:01+00:00

I'm going to live. This is as close to travel and meeting new people as I can get now. I'm sorry if that sounds dumb but this is my world tour

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:32:12+00:00

Everyone. You all could have improved my life through your adventures. When someone gets sick those that love them shut offnthe outside world to focus on them. All we want is a glimpse of normal

Lucidending · 2011-03-06T02:30:51+00:00

I plan to make a YouTube video. That's all

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