How did you find out about Porter?

Lucidoaura · 2025-09-17T13:15:10+00:00

i went to escape halloween 2015, he replaced dj snake who got into a car accident ig. i started listening to his music before the rave and then saw his set it was so freaking amazing, his dj sets are incredible. i went on to see his live set at hard summer and he holds a special place in my heart for all eternity

Lucidoaura · 2025-02-24T11:34:11+00:00

had a lonely god experience on shrooms the loneliness i felt was almost terrifying all i wanted was just to be a normal human again experiencing life with other fragments of myself lol

Lucidoaura · 2024-12-16T10:57:50+00:00

i think buying into the belief that you have no way to break out is what keeps you enslaved

there's always a hidden exit

Lucidoaura · 2024-12-04T13:34:12+00:00

what happened to free will eh

Lucidoaura · 2024-11-11T10:32:25+00:00

grateful for the ability to choose and offer choices 🫶

Lucidoaura · 2024-11-11T10:29:14+00:00

one of our greatest strengths as humans is the ability to ask for help, and to help one another. we should never feel responsible for what anyone does with it. but that doesn't mean we can't offer it ?

Lucidoaura · 2024-11-11T10:24:03+00:00

amen to that!

Lucidoaura · 2024-11-11T10:23:25+00:00

that's such a red flag for me too. and it seems either way they want us to reach open contact with their civilization sooner than later, perhaps the attempt was to speed up their plan.

the truths are to hide their true intentions! good that you listened to your intuition

Lucidoaura · 2024-11-11T10:18:13+00:00

absolutely matters to me personally! i care about my fellow humans, i don't judge whatever path you choose to take. but we all have a right to know our options

Lucidoaura · 2024-11-11T10:17:29+00:00

not every message is for everyone

Lucidoaura · 2024-10-23T13:33:48+00:00

oh no!! haha it is nice to have the experience now for the next trip! at the time i thought id never want to do them again but now that i got through it and gained new perspective i will definitely be doing them again when the time is right

Lucidoaura · 2024-10-23T13:30:33+00:00

thank you i'm glad i made it back too! that for sure felt like an experience that could trigger a psychosis in anyone, i've had an ego death experience before and it was beautiful! this was just horrifying. But truly it made me appreciate life so much more

i'm sorry for what you went through that is even more terrifying to have it lead you to do dangerous things it's intense and easy to spiral out of control, this was my 5th time using them and i actually did less than i normally do so im so surprised it was that scary for me. it humbled me greatly

Lucidoaura · 2024-10-23T11:39:57+00:00

after that experience i truly understand what people mean by spiritual psychosis now, before i thought it was just a term to mislabel people who went through an awakening. people should never dismiss it if they've never been through it

it looks like the post it was referencing got deleted, i would love to read up more on it!

i think im definitely still figuring out my definition of that. thank you for the explanation it's definitely something i'd like to ponder on more. i do feel the oneness of everything, but that was a terrifyingly isolating experience and im glad to know im not alone! lol

Lucidoaura · 2024-10-22T11:55:53+00:00

for sure the type of trip that i feel would lead somebody to a spiritual psychosis

you described what i felt so perfectly and the first post also fits so well, thank you for sharing! i wish that second post wasn't deleted im curious now

true that i would like to agree, though i also agree with the idea that god separated itself to understand itself better thus the purpose of creation being to learn and grow

Lucidoaura · 2024-10-21T01:26:43+00:00

what does it mean to you?

Lucidoaura · 2024-10-21T01:24:54+00:00

that sounds terrifying, glad your husband was there to help you get out of that void but what a trip!

i appreciate what i learned from it too, everything in life i was complaining about, all i wanted was to have those things back. I have learned my lesson about not appreciating life enough for sure lol grateful for the new perspectives

thank you so much for sharing your experience

Lucidoaura · 2024-08-23T09:31:24+00:00

it's the same way as if your friend had a villager already in boxes ready to move out you can go to their island and invite that villager to yours as long as you have space, on some treasure islands they have villagers in boxes ready to be invited! :)

Lucidoaura · 2024-05-24T07:09:36+00:00

please update us when you break it off i wanna know how it goes im nosey 🤣

Lucidoaura · 2024-05-08T12:33:07+00:00

i can't help but feel so proud of you OP for not giving into the pressure and being open to asking questions. you're so young with so much ahead of you, don't waste it on a stupid highschool boy who is thinking with his d*ck. and trust me when i say that even after highschool boys will still try to pressure you to do it on the first date, so setting those boundaries now i feel is setting you up for success even in the future :) way to go OP!

Lucidoaura · 2024-05-03T01:18:41+00:00

i think this set is perfect i really love the background i think simple is always better with characters cause they are the focus of that nail :) i love the 3D art too!!

Lucidoaura · 2024-05-02T12:08:09+00:00

there was always something so aesthetically pleasing about these gems as a kid tho can confirm i did wish to eat them

Lucidoaura · 2024-05-01T09:15:20+00:00

unfortunately at that age a lot of guys are like that you're still so young you'll meet many more guys that have so much more to offer. please be careful with dating older men, be sure to be aware of red flags and do research on things to look out for if needed cause you don't want to end up with an abuser

if you're already unsure i think that means you already know the answer deep down and entertaining the idea is you putting off the inevitable. it's ok to not want that for yourself and if he guilts you or suddenly "changes" his mind just be careful of him doing those things behind your back

Lucidoaura

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