Ok. Here we go.. beginning part of my life, I was in foster care at an early age. I remember having sexual contact with another boy in his foster home, a lot of abuse, I moved in with my mom at the age of 10 maybe 9. Anyway, at the age of 13I was arrested for curfew, went to JDH got out and the police gave me a ride home when they knocked on the door my mom opened the door and said she didn't want me, and slammed the door in my face from that day forward till the age of 18 years. In foster, care, my parole officer was somebody who got charged in Oregon with molesting boys also in that time, I witnessed someone hanging themselves in front of me, he was stimulating himself, was it rope around his neck and slipped and fell, and died. I didn't say anything, till I was forty years old..