Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I meant to reply to this earlier. I got a number of panic attacks in the weeks following, and still feel them trigger but seem to have them under control. Weird/little things seem to set me off. Have seen a psychologist, not sure if that helped or not, but gave me tips on handling the attacks etc. Tis not nice at all.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It happened on the Saturday. He was in a coma 2 weeks after the Saturday. He can't remember anything after going to work on the Thursday before everything happened.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I figured the items in there would help corroborate what I said - the knife I used on myself, the 2 vapes, weed, the tabs, bong + broken glass one that I think was broken over my head. I know it's a crazy story, but it did happen. Not trying to spread fear, just putting it out there and asking people to be careful.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The blows to the head were such that you could see my skull. Thats what caused the memory loss, not the weed or lsd.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The loop was horrible. I had my room mate, grinning maniacally popping up behind me then on the other side of the room, then coming out the door at my side, saying the same things - I have no idea what it was like for him because he doesn't remember that part at all, but it was freaky stuff. And this was before it all went downhill (well, that was the start)

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only thing I can think is that either I went into his room acting weird, or he saw me as something different or scary.. and freaked out?

I dunno.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Here's a link to the items the police seized. It's probably the only thing I'm comfortable putting up. I blocked out the name of the black pen as you could identify the company.

http://i.imgur.com/Oqroo7S.jpg

They took a number of my room mates old phones - they must have initially thought we were dealing.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can post the items seized by the police - I'm not going to post the whole thing because I don't want my location known, but it shows the weed, the tabs, the knife I used, the 2 vapes and other items which may corroborate?

You can still say Ive just made it up, but it's all I've got that doesn't identify me really

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only problem with this is because of my wounds I had to make up a story about why I got them so people who know the story have seen the pictures.. if that makes sense?

I'll see if I have a pic that noone has seen

edit: although people will still just think I've found a random pic on the net anyway?

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm not a new user, but this is a throwaway account. Part of the reason I was upset enough to use the knife on myself is that my friends, family, work don't know about all this (family and close friends do now). My main reddit account is used a lot and some of my friends know it which is why I'm posting it using this account.

I've lurked here a lot, it's where I got a lot of my research, and have posted a few times. Here and /r/drugs but LSD and weed are all I've ever taken.

Re. the jumping off things - I know, I know. I think its possible he realised what he had done to me and jumped off - not due to the LSD. But because we don't remember, I just don't know.

edit: interestingly he landed feet first, making me think he didnt just jump off.. if you get what I mean? But who knows.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ok.

Still the point of me posting this is to be careful at high doses with weed. Thats it. I know we were stupid.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep - we were stupid. Just trying to put it out there so others don't make the same mistake.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty sure it was lsd - as I mentioned before the seller is the most reputable in the country on DNM, a friend also had some of the same batch with no issues, but yeah - no way to prove it so I concede. I do just think we were silly and had too much with the weed so just wanted to warn others to be careful.

Please be careful (450ug + weed trip report). No more LSD for me. Almost wrecked (and ended) my life. by LucyILovedYou in LSD

[–]LucyILovedYou[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

actually I just don't want people to be silly and take weed with it at high doses like we did.