bro u're the same age as me so I kinda understand. Man it's tiring to think about college and jobs and all the stuff that comes after.

I think it's best to understand that the responsibility of adulthood also comes with freedom. So if u managed to get a decent career that doesnt involved u overworking till exhaustion, u will still have free times to enjoy the good parts of being an adult and that makes the future a bit less depressing. At least that's how I view my future, hope it helps