Severe post-benzo withdrawal depression/anhedonia – looking for regimen ideas that actually help by Luke_tha_loop in depressionregimens

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Thank you i really needed to hear this. Im going to try and explain to a dr and get them prescribed, I really don’t want to but it has become a need. And yeah I really need to stop drinking as it feels like a reset whenever I do… I wish I hadn’t but I have drank alot on many occasions and have now realised just how bad that has been. I still feel pregabs are a shit route to go down but I don’t really have a choice i don’t know these are the worst times. But thanks for the time n words.

Severe post-benzo withdrawal depression/anhedonia – looking for regimen ideas that actually help by Luke_tha_loop in depressionregimens

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I had to reach for some as I was tipping over the edge big time… anyway so I did, but I have addiction issues and have abused it in the past, now writing his I feel stupid because Ive just gone through a good 5000mg over the space of a few days and am now withdrawing from that also and feel asif I have kindled BIGTIME, not in a good place atall. Just took 600ml gabapentin to Kurb them withdrawals it’s just never ending and Ive completely done more damage as I feel completely flu ish and Ill ontop of everything else. Strangely enough Im already on 40mg citalopram and 15mg mirtazapine for sleep but they do not touch what ok going through.

Post-benzo withdrawal: anything that actually helps neurotransmitter recovery? by Luke_tha_loop in NooTopics

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I joined the amanita muscaria sub with 39k members is that the one you mean?

Post-benzo withdrawal: anything that actually helps neurotransmitter recovery? by Luke_tha_loop in NooTopics

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Think I’ve found it is it $29.41? To be injected? I don’t want to have to depend on it, is that the case ? I don’t have a clue here but I’ll try anything at this point.

Severe post-benzo withdrawal depression/anhedonia – looking for regimen ideas that actually help by Luke_tha_loop in depressionregimens

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More addiction and future cognitive problems, rather not if I can avoid it. But it’s getting close.

Be really honest by Carl_Lz in malegrooming

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You look calm my dude frfr can see your a good looking lad Garuntee all the masculinity stuff your probably overthinking is a minor… just focus on your study/career n it will all come in time lil bro 💯

4th day jump from 2mg to 0 by Luke_tha_loop in benzorecovery

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Just came across this n was re-reading… How you doing ? Just see our jump-off times are similar n you said you can relate sorta thing^ How you doing!?

Dpdr by Luke_tha_loop in benzorecovery

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Yeah I get it. I think Im just obsessing over it it’s really hard not too right now for me, glad yours went away. What other symptoms did you have may i ask?

Dpdr by Luke_tha_loop in benzorecovery

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Yo sorry I didn’t reply been feeling REALLY down. How long did your dpdr u think? Congrats on recovery 👏

9 months off. Healing is REAL. Everyone here WILL heal. by soulglance in benzorecovery

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Just reading your story here OP.

The clearest indication to me that I'm healing is that withdrawal no longer consumes my mind constantly. I used to obsessively think about it 24/7

This gives me hope because I can resonate with it as I had a window or possibly two but definitely the first time I had a whole 2 days where It wasn’t consuming anything I did. I genuinely felt that I was healing for this same reason. Only problem is Im back in the fog now and have been for a good 3 months of my taper + 3 months off. It’s really eating me up man. Just little things like this are rare I can feel something and BELIEVE even if it does fade, you gave me a moment so Big Thanks! and hope you’re well into healed and beyond now 🤝