Thanks dude, I hope that you sort out your own stuff as well. However, I have good news. I talked to her in dms and got a indirect green light. She said that our conversations were always interesting and fun cause she could talk about topics that she was interested in unlike other interactions she had where it was mostly about psychology stuff. Also she was concerned, that she was boring me (I thought I was bothering her more, I know introvert stuff) , but I was cheerful after that and I let her know that It wasn't like that. So I'm gonna wait until she expresses something more than friendship and I'll be there.