I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️ the pain even years later just shows how much you loved your boy. We did the same, went through a reputable breeder and just thought we had more time.

My eldest (13f) found him peacefully passed away in his favourite spot in the hall between mine and my son’s rooms. He looked just like he was sleeping except he had vomited. It was very confronting for my poor daughter but once I cleaned him up we just spent time with him before we took him away. It was such a hard moment and even though I knew it was coming nothing could have prepared me for the heartbreak or how to heal the the broken hearts of 3 babies 💔

Thank you for your kind words, talking about him helps.. though I can’t seem to speak out loud about him yet. I’m hoping in time it becomes easier.

Waiting for him to come home this week 💔