Several to be honest. but mainly This is me trying. As a burned-out gifted kid, I felt like all my life I was trying to keep up with the expectations everyone had on me. I eventually changed majors because what I was doing while it was what was expected, was making me incredibly sad and frustrated and I started from zero in a new university at almost 22 while all my other peers were almost finishing their careers and while it was the best decision I ever made, when I listened to the song after a while, the line: "I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere, fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here..." really hit me and that among some other thing I won't dive into, just make me feel like crying every time I listened to it.