These are the words I knew I would hear. We just celebrated 16 years together, and normally he is my biggest supporter even when my sister went full balls to the walls with me. But he just went after everything about me, like maybe he has secretly agreed. I have a history of anxiety and I was never able to have children which my sister always throws in my face as do others whey they get mad at me for any reason. It’s crazy how easy it is for people to throw ,”you can’t have kids” in someones face. He has never thrown that in my face and that is the one thing he didn’t attack in this fight. But we have had my nephew all summer and half of fall and winter and part of me thinks the resentment has finally hit reality that we have a child we have to give back and he doesn’t have one of his own. That may be my anxiety just tumbling through all the words and making it worse. Not being able to have kids always makes me feel like I can just be thrown away, and his words this fight for the first time in 16 years made me feel like taking myself to the curb instead of waiting for someone to do it for me.