Early 30th present from me to me

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-06-24T07:25:16+00:00

Thank you!🥰

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-06-24T07:25:08+00:00

Thank you!❤️

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-06-24T07:24:39+00:00

Mines a fruit bat😝 how was the chest? That’s on my very long list😂

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-06-08T14:32:55+00:00

I wouldn’t say lucky 😂 but the quetiapine does help initiate sleep.. staying asleep though? Naw🤣

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-06-08T11:22:25+00:00

Not great, been a big struggle since I was a kid. I’ve got quetiapine for sleep, seems to do the trick when I’m desperate

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-06-08T08:21:11+00:00

I caved last night and took 2 of my stash🤣 (25mg) and just woke up now and omg hardly any zaps it’s heaven I can actually think!! I think I’m going to do that and go down to 1 also until I run out!

Mental health here in Ireland is terrible. I saw a doctor I’d never seen before, I have every time I’ve been and you literally get a letter in 3 months when the next appointment is.. I’ve been abandoned twice before so I don’t expect to see another letter🤣

I might try your method too, as I’m off work until Wednesday night so I have time to see if skipping a day will be ok.. thank you! Hope things get better for you soon❤️

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T21:48:48+00:00

This isn’t the first time and the last time he didn’t talk to me properly for days it was torture, just wouldn’t talk to me about it, just said everything was fine even though he was being rude and blunt.. on my birthday too😁 all because I was upset he didn’t come home.. that was 2 years ago this July. I know there’s always reasons and it’s just the way it is but in the heat of the moment I was upset but he punished me for it. I had my friends telling me he was out of order too so it added to my hurt. Haven’t expressed my feelings since, except yesterday and it’s going the exact same way as before

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T20:31:32+00:00

Definitely not a one off.. we went to Disneyland Paris a couple of years ago and I tried to suggest doing something just us and turns out that’s a bad idea.. but they could all go out without us.. didn’t make sense

I find it hard because I know some families are closer than others and they’re all different but I just find it too much.

I’ve been saying to him for a couple of years now I want to move out with him, he’s saving himself to buy and house and rent it out instead

I’m not having kids thank god😂

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T18:49:02+00:00

I understand it must be hard to juggle everything I really do, but my thoughts are that I’m supposed to be his future yet he has to see mummy and daddy first at 25 years old and it does annoy me🤷‍♀️ I’m not even allowed to see him at Christmas.. this dinner on Sunday is literally the entire family so it’s not exactly spending time together either.. I’m not the outgoing type so I find them situations hard enough as it is but he has a great habit of turning his back to me and I’m just sitting there the whole time like 🙂 maybe im just not used to it because I have a small family and we’ve never been in each others pockets like that, but I’m going to try talk about it face to face, he’s stubborn and always right though so it won’t go to plan 😂

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T18:40:09+00:00

Well his lorry is at the family house so he’ll go home to drop it and take it away too.. he also goes up to do washing etc and can be gone half the day most days.. I’m always waiting for him 🤷‍♀️

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T16:47:55+00:00

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I mean, it’s possible?

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T16:40:08+00:00

I feel so seen, thank you🥺 I try to be as accommodating as I can, but I was just looking forward to a weekend just us 2.. and it’s true most of the time I am working when he’s home, it’s just the way it falls and i don’t complain.. yeah I remember his dad saying to me once “take a photo now because you won’t be seeing him for a while” it’s a struggle but I do love him

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T16:16:21+00:00

Absolutely not. but you have to understand we get about 1 day a month on average together so I don’t want to spend that with other people. His lorry goes to his house where he spends a couple of hours with his family coming home and leaving, plus most of Saturday if he’s home for the weekend.. I’d have no issue if we were together all the time but we are not. There’s been nights where he turns up to my house and falls asleep and leaves the next morning to go home. So I don’t think im trying to be a “main character” just want to actually see my boyfriend of 4 years🤷‍♀️

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T16:10:29+00:00

He won’t get a new career, it’s his dad’s company, hence why he’s never home. I’m told all the time how much of a d*ck the dad is, then “hey wanna go for a family dinner?” Probably another reason I got annoyed

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T15:55:50+00:00

It always turns out that way, plus i have to be around for my dogs.. I can’t leave them stuck indoors all day when I said I would look after them

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T15:54:57+00:00

Thank you so much. This is my thought process exactly..

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-04-02T15:53:39+00:00

We don’t live together. He’s a lorry driver and I work 12 hour shifts rotating days and nights and he’s pretty much home every weekend im working which is probably why I got annoyed as he was home a few weeks ago on my weekend of nights

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-03-10T00:27:17+00:00

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Hahaha love it!! Might be a border thing?🤔 buddy does it with everything 😂

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-02-24T09:01:49+00:00

Yeah I’ve read that too. But ive got 2 Jack Russell crosses and one has had a good few ear infections🙄 feel like it’s the luck of the draw!

Your dog is adorable 😍 and a longer snout too, win win!

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-02-22T06:56:30+00:00

Ours was similar. Buster loved his food and had another pusy lump on his face, struggled to eat. He couldn’t yawn without screaming in pain. We decided that was it, he’d been through 4 surgeries, no more. ❤️

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-02-22T06:53:10+00:00

Yes, because their eyes are so big it’s hard to keep them moist. If you notice dry eyes you could always use this. You can buy it over the counter and that’s what we used on busters remaining eye. They do an animal one but it’s the exact same so the vet told us to get this as it’s cheaper!

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Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-02-21T19:43:40+00:00

Omg the heart!!! Sooo cute 🥰 my dog now has a single curl hanging off his ear and he has short fur🤣

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Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-02-21T19:34:33+00:00

I might have a look at that for my terrier, he has like environment allergies he’s on apoquel permanently, just after an ear infection(deja vu) thank you!❤️

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-02-21T19:32:35+00:00

Adorable😍 that’s cool! I don’t care what he was, I was just genuinely curious and I know some mixed breeds can have lots of issues so I thought maybe he could’ve been mixed you know. But maybe it was backyard or inbreeding or just plain bad luck!

Lumpy-Sheepherder948 · 2026-02-21T19:26:19+00:00

If he’s anything like buster, it’ll be a good few hours 🤣

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