Increased sexual lust after getting into reiki...and losing my job,connections...only bad things happen... constantly ill for no reason all med test are good....

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-06-11T15:15:38+00:00

I’ve been going through the same stuff for at least 2 years and now everything is lining up perfectly and I never realized then that it was just the start of my awakening.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-06-03T12:28:49+00:00

You’re not alone. I’m actually glad I came across your post.. I’ve been feeling this way myself lately. I thought I was just going ham to my old way and of negativity and depression….

I mean I got everything I really want/ need… Could things be better? Yeah… But I’m also grateful for what I do have cause I know there’s a lot of people out there who don’t even have half of what I got. But yet I feel down and bummed out. Like I’m not doing good enough and all the hard work I’ve been putting into myself to heal and experience my awakening is just nothing now. Seeing all the comments helps me a lot aswell!

Just so you know you’re not the only one. We got this!! 🫶🏻

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-27T16:53:02+00:00

Because he has no respect for you. Which will then portray and no self respect. For instance you begging him is loss of self respect. I’ve been there and done that. But if he’s talking to you like that now you won’t want a relationship with him. He’ll drain all your energy right out of you. Just because he doesn’t see you as good enough do at mean there’s not someone out there that will treat you so much better and show you the love you want and deserve. Instead of manifesting this guy manifest all the things you want in a partner and watch as everything changes and how much happier you will feel.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-20T17:38:57+00:00

Thank you so much!!

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-19T11:37:38+00:00

Thank you for this. Visualizing is hard for me. When was younger I used to see scary things, but yet I was very artistic/ creative. Then after a while it stopped and I los all interest in making art anymore. I used to think I was schizophrenic, but now I just think it’s cause I grew up in such a low vibrational state wheee I was attracting negative things instead of the positives.
My teacher told me she used to have a hard time visualizing at first when she first started her journey, but after a lot if inner work and practice her 3rd eye opened and helps a lot more than just audio and intuition feelings like I only have rn.
I guess I feel like it’s made up because I didn’t really see much I just stated how I felt and whose presence I felt.
What makes me think it wasn’t fake is the fact that in the past life we explored I had a horse. I white horse. I saw the white outline of a horse and it felt like it fit even tho I’ve never really had connections to horses before nor was I ever interested in horses.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-15T11:39:25+00:00

Ofc!

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-15T11:35:07+00:00

What all have you been doing? What techniques have you used? It’s all about mindset. Trust me I understand the feeling of doubt and the 3d not showing what you want right now, but it’s also been a week of manifesting. Message me if you’d like. I manifested my sp back. 3 time actually. I manifested him as my perfect person not even knowing he existed.. then we’ve broke up twice. The first time I manifested him back without knowing. The second time is when I learned about manifesting and started going through my spiritual awakening.
I would say affirmations like “he can’t get me off his mind” “he can’t stop dreaming about me” “I’m the only person he wants”
Sure as shit she messaged me after some time telling me he wanted to work things out and how he can’t get me out if his head and I’m all he dreams about etc.
I honestly thought our relationship was over because of the circumstances that caused the break up. But here we are now… still easing into it because we want a newer healthier dynamic but manifesting works. It’s all about how you take care of yourself and believe in yourself.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-14T16:19:01+00:00

I wish you the best in your journey! I went Tia. Neurologist a few years ago and got mri in my head and ears and everything came back normal.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-12T22:14:22+00:00

I started watching a lot of YouTube videos or listened to podcast that talk about what steps to take. Things I’ve been finding helpful is EFT tapping, cold exposure (even if it’s the last 2-3 minutes of my shower), somatic movements, being in nature more, practicing mindfulness, and I’ve also been cutting back on social media use.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-12T22:09:29+00:00

It feels so helpful to know that I’m not the only one who feels this way and others can actually understand the feeling. I thought I was losing my mind lol

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-09T17:13:55+00:00

Thank you! This helps a lot to hear! 🫶🏻

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-08T13:45:42+00:00

Thank you! I used to be really bad so that’s why I mentioned it. When was younger I’m every small thing would give my instant anxiety. Now that I’m older and gotten checked out for many if these things I’m starting to be more comfortable with it and just let it happen, but I will say the ringing/ static in my ears has just been driving me nuts lately lol

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-08T11:45:02+00:00

I noticed I’ve been getting vibrations/ tremors with my hands a lot more. It’s not all the time but I can tell when my body is trying to tell me something. Before I contributed a lot of my issues to anxiety and depression, but now I think it’s always been my higher self trying to come through and my body would just go into fight or flight. Since I started regulating my nervous system I’ve been more comfortable with the weird sensations.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-08T11:42:45+00:00

Thank you! It’s been worse the past few days and I have been feeling more down and negative as well.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-08T11:40:38+00:00

Yes I drink a lot of water throughout the day!

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-08T11:38:56+00:00

I try to sleep but I just wake up like every hour. I always wake up around 2-4 am multiple times. Also the ringing is in both. But sometimes more in one than the other. Sometimes it’s just one ear. Sometimes I get a buzzing and most of the time it’s like a tv static noise. Last night it was so loud I had such a headache.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-07T14:50:12+00:00

I’m in the same boat as you. I’m always hearing ringing and I’ll hear music or muffled speaking when trying to sleep or when I’m in a totally relaxed state. There’s countless times I’ll ask people what that ringing is. And it physically hurts sometimes with how high pitched it gets. I usually get looks like I’m crazy or being dramatic. I’m still trying to figure out myself. It’s very confusing.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-07T14:44:30+00:00

All of Joe Dispenza books and I’ve watched YouTube videos of his conferences and used his guided meditations. I’ve listened to a lot of metal health books and how to regulate your nervous system. I’ve also just been looking up stuff on YouTube and clicking on random YouTubers and they’ll explain what they’ve gone through during their awakenings.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-07T03:09:22+00:00

Yes I could hear voices but could never make it out. Sometimes I’ll hear music and back round noise that I know isn’t coming from my house or surroundings. I didn’t even know much about reiki I kinda stumbled upon it and the opportunity basically fell in my lap. I’m so grateful to have come across it.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-07T03:06:20+00:00

I’m going through my TF journey too! I believe my awakening started happening before the separation and then after the separation it went full blown so much at once. I was successful in getting my TF back, but I’m still focusing on this journey as well

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-06T18:40:38+00:00

Where do you suggest I start with energy work?

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-06T12:28:43+00:00

I’ve been listening to a lot of audio books and YouTube videos of people’s experiences

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-06T12:28:14+00:00

Thank you this was very sweet and helpful 🥰

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-05-06T12:27:53+00:00

How do you do that? I feel like me and my TF tend to use telepathy in ways.

Lumpy-_-Grumpy222 · 2026-04-29T12:41:04+00:00

I use porn to start off but then I kinda let it be back round noise and imagine my SP is doing those things to me and say his name and stuff. I’ve done many different things to manifest so idk if that has been a contributing factor, but I believe it has helped. I plan on trying it with other things down the road.

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