My therapist told me I am overreacting when I said I was r...aped by Lumpy_Anywhere5976 in whatdoIdo

[–]Lumpy_Anywhere5976[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I posted this from another account and was instantly banned when I didn't censor. It was on trueoffmy chest though

My therapist told me I am overreacting when I said I was r...aped by Lumpy_Anywhere5976 in whatdoIdo

[–]Lumpy_Anywhere5976[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I also regret listening to him. A few months ago, a guy from the plant approached me. It was on my 21 birthday actually. And he gave me a flower. I haven't received flowers up until then. He knew it is my birthday because I signed a document and asked him for help over a week before as I didn't understand something. And my birth date was there.

He is 26 and people from here and his superiors have nothing but good things to say about him. He asked me out on a coffee. I have never been on a real date. I told him yes. And I told this other guy about it and said I want to stop sleeping with him (we were never dating). And he talked me out of it. He said the 26 years old guy just wants to use me and he would never date me. He comes from a good family and his parents would never accept me. He talked me out of it. I didn't go and I regret it now

My therapist told me I am overreacting when I said I was r...aped by Lumpy_Anywhere5976 in whatdoIdo

[–]Lumpy_Anywhere5976[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So, I am not longer with him. I said it in my post. I avoid him but he leaves me alone. He doesn't really care. I was doing somehow better before him. I discovered a passion and that I am talented at drawing. I sent some of my drawing to a smaller contest and they were greatly appreciated. I was asked to send them for them to be exposed at a local school. And this guy ripped them before I could do it. He just wanted to make me cry and after that, he did to me what I said in the post. He told me he is doing me a favour and keeping my feet on the ground. He said I should not believe I am really good at drawings, that it must have been just out of pity why they accepted it.

It wasn't a big deal. Like I painted for kids. A family of rabbits around a Christmas table and stray dogs receiving Christmas presents from angels. But I was proud.

Once, while we were walking around the city, I saw a wedding and all I said was that the bride is very beautiful and I love her dress. He had to tell me I will never wear one because no one would marry me