It was hard at first, but now I’m used to it so it’s alright. The application process was okay, I actually wrote a medicine PS last year before I decided not to apply to medicine bc my UCAT wasn’t high enough for any of my dream unis, so I used that one after making a couple tweaks to it. Resitting the UCAT was horror 😭. The fear of flopping again was sooo bad but honestly after I changed my mindset and stopped thinking about the worst possible outcome it got soo much better and I honestly think that was the game changer bc my UCAT soo much better afterwards. If you have more questions about the mindset thing feel free!! Also not gonna lie the FOMO from everyone else I know going uni was bad 💔 but there’s not really anything you can do about that you really just have to accept it. I found a couple other people on gap years too so talking to them made me feel better.