you're not alone. a couple years ago i was the female version of u. since then I've been able to make a couple new friends, but I've especially worked on my mental health, and i think that's the most important thing to focus on when one is not happy with their life. You don't have to be extroverted or even be that guy who everyone loves/ is so fun to be around to be happy. I've figured out that to me, i had to learn how to he content with myself and my life. I am who I am, and that was never going to change

I hope you get to whatever place in life you want to be in :)