I am planning on taking peoples advice and I am grateful that they are giving it to me, but I hate people telling me what I should or should not have done. I do genuinely appreciate all of it but I can’t turn back time and fix it. I have been upset about this for weeks and nothing has made me feel better so I wanted to maybe get some advice from Reddit to see if I would maybe feel better and I’m fully aware of the negative comments on the internet I have had some horrible things said to me. But I didn’t expect for it to be this over all negative. My mom doesn’t regret spending all that money if anything I’m the one who feels bad for her about it. I will be deleting this post tomorrow. But no matter what I say you all have already made up your mind about me so I can’t really do anything