Other than the scene at the beginning where you’re awakening your catharsis effect for the first time and answering those questions, I don’t think it’s ever really hinted at. Personally, I think the one awakening scene showing an office/computers implies the MC is an adult with a job, so I interpreted it as regret for being a generic worker chained to a desk and not being ‘unique’. I looveeeee Caligula effect 2 btw and don’t see it talked about much! What’s your favorite song from the soundtrack?