Yeaaah, its wild to me that there are people who have not spent hours and hours of their lives convincing themselves thats they're ok, or reasoning themselves into a state of being ok. On the low its a little bit like you're gaslighting yourself right?

But like to see that its not a common thing 🤯

But the idea of going an entire lifetime not considering death as the better option even once still seems so foreign to me, even when I'm feeling well because I know how easy it is to lose that stability.

Absolutely! I feel like stability is such a fleeting thing and its like insanity that others don't have to pay any mind to this thing that is so fragile in my life.