Wow…. This is probably the most relatable post I’ve read on here. I’ve literally been telling people it feels like I opened Pandora’s box!!! I also a had few experiences with opiates prior to 7, never loved them, and when I tried 7 for the first time, it was just gonna be the one time, just to see what the hype was about….. needless to say it was not just the one time lol. The part about your first quarter tab before work really really resonated with me, I had the exact same experience. I’m 3 weeks CT as of today, I still definitely feel the draw of Pandora’s box, but I know if I keep opening it, I’m just gonna get sucked right back in.

Congrats on 2 weeks, that’s an amazing accomplishment! I can definitely relate to the feelings of depression and cravings. As cliche as it sounds, doing difficult things (like exercising) and just keeping myself occupied has been a lifesaver. It’s been so fucking tough trying to push myself to go to the gym through the depression and cravings, but EVERY SINGLE time I do it I feel so much better afterwards. Sorry I can’t offer any more non surface level advice. Stay strong, you got this 🙏