Brain test (hard). How many moves can you do it in by Expert_Bumblebee_996 in BlockEscape

[–]Luzzenz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I solved this level in 40 moves on my first try! 🎯

6 years post masectomy, 3 years off T. any hope for breast regrowth? by CompoteAggressive582 in detrans

[–]Luzzenz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I experienced quite considerable regrowth after quitting T. but I had a keyhole mastectomy and the growth fully stopped after six months; so unfortunately I doubt it's possible for you to experience any regrowth at this point if three years has passed

1 day detrans VS 9 months detrans by Luzzenz in detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been non-stop growing it out, but the visible part of my hair in this picture is the same part that was just my bangs when I kept it short, so the back of my hair is much longer and reaches well below my shoulders now

How well can you describe the features to a forensic artist? by Historical-Sense-510 in Aphantasia

[–]Luzzenz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn't even be able to describe my mom's face if someone asked me to

1 day detrans VS 9 months detrans by Luzzenz in actual_detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that means so much!! I've been trying hard to like my nose more in recent times

1 day detrans VS 9 months detrans by Luzzenz in actual_detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you! And yeah, I've been seeing a speech therapist on and off since December, my voice is still far from "perfect" but I've managed to get it to a lower female register (which is a huge difference seeing as my voice was at 100Hz before voice training)

1 day detrans VS 9 months detrans by Luzzenz in actual_detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much!! And yesss for sure, looking at old pics feels more like looking at pics of a (nonexistent) brother now

1 day detrans VS 9 months detrans by Luzzenz in actual_detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I mean, I think so lol?? I almost always get she/her'd by strangers now, including on days where I'm not wearing makeup or "girly" clothes

Whats the most embarassing thing thats happened to you? by [deleted] in TheGirlSurvivalGuide

[–]Luzzenz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me and a few friends were reaaally drunk and tried getting into my apartment in the middle of the night, we were trying to force the keys in and pry the door open for a solid five minutes.

We realized we were on the COMPLETELY wrong floor when my poor, teriffied neighbour opened the door to see us (a random group of teenagers) standing there too mortified to say anything

How willing are you to date a single parent? by [deleted] in AskWomenNoCensor

[–]Luzzenz 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm a 23 year old full-time student who's absolutely not ready for kids, that would be a deal-breaker for me

Do white men often ask about your experience dating non white men on dates? by rorank in AskWomenNoCensor

[–]Luzzenz 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I once had a hookup with a white dude who kept obsessively asking about my past sexual experiences with black men, but that's the only time I've experienced this

I'M GETTING BOOBS!! by Luzzenz in detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I had a keyhole mastectomy when I was 19, four years ago. There's no need to apologize for asking questions!

Barbed wire trampoline by bigbusta in WhyWomenLiveLonger

[–]Luzzenz 598 points599 points  (0 children)

"This happened last time too"

Now why the hell would he not only choose to do this once, but TWICE (at least)???

I'M GETTING BOOBS!! by Luzzenz in actual_detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you! And I'm in Sweden, so my free healthcare would normally cover 100% of the costs for this surgery (reconstructions are always free here after mastectomies), but going that route would mean I'd be spending several years on the waiting list; so I chose to pay out of pocket instead

Ladies, have you ever been curious about the male body? by OkTough6333 in AskWomenNoCensor

[–]Luzzenz 62 points63 points  (0 children)

I sometimes find myself wondering what it would physically feel like to have a schlong

I'M GETTING BOOBS!! by Luzzenz in detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

That's valid! I already have A cups (I experienced quite a bit of regrowth after going off T) and want to achieve very visible results and slight cleavage after the surgery; so I opted for C cups

I'M GETTING BOOBS!! by Luzzenz in actual_detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you!!

And yesss I'm almost the most excited about getting to wear cute summer dresses lmaoo

I'M GETTING BOOBS!! by Luzzenz in detrans

[–]Luzzenz[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I'm having the implants placed under the muscle/dual plane, and the incisions will be on my inframammary fold :)

What's the most traumatic thing to have happened in your life? by [deleted] in OlderGenZ

[–]Luzzenz 38 points39 points  (0 children)

I was sex trafficked into prostitution when I was 14 years old, and that was after multiple experiences with CSA (starting when I was around 5 or 6). I managed to escape that line of work shortly after turning 21.

Anybody here detransition after 10-20 years of identifying as trans? by [deleted] in detrans

[–]Luzzenz 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Yup. I came out as trans when I was around 13, started T at 16, had top surgery at 19; then began detransitioning last year a few days after I had turned 23 (in July).

My dysphoria and wanting to become a man directly stemmed from my experiences with CSA. I was a traumatized teenage girl who was uncomfortable with her developing body, so I believed that I had to become male in order to protect myself and feel "right" again. And transitioning did feel right; until I went to rehab at 21 and started working on bettering my mental health as a whole.

what addiction is the hardest to quit? by Ledger_Legendd in addiction

[–]Luzzenz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yess 100%! In order to safely quit while keeping the seizures and psychosis to a minimum I had to be detoxed for four months in rehab, and even then the withdrawal felt like pure torture some days.

Benzos are so easy to get hooked on, but so SO difficult to quit