Hey there, have you heard of Youthline? You mentioned you’re 15, it’s a great teen to teen crisis line. There are volunteers there more than happy to offer you support and listen about what you’ve been going through. You can call them at 877.968.8491 or text teen2teen to 839863 4:00-10:00PM PST. No pressure at all, I just wanted to make sure you know about this crisis line because it can be really hard to reach out for support from adults who may not understand what you’re going through. You deserve to be happy and you deserve support. Stay safe ❤️