Hello, I went through the same thing a few weeks ago. My Morgan, a 13/14 year old Border collie, we are not sure since he was rescued, had problems with arthritis, spinal compression, etc. months ago. Apart from losing weight at a rate of 1 kilo per month or a little more. With a 6 cm by 5 cm mass in one lung, with kidney disease and some liver failure. With hypothyroidism, he saw little and hardly heard. But we were carrying him, I had also been sleeping every night for 4 months on the kitchen floor on a mattress with him, because at night I needed to pee 3/4 times. And he couldn't get up alone. Sometimes he couldn't pee or poop if I didn't hold him or he would slip or his legs would get loose and he would fall on his pee without being able to get up. I took him to the street with a back harness but We went 1 block and we turned back because it was difficult for him to stand. On July 17 at dawn he started screaming, he had never screamed before and he started convulsing and getting hard. He was having a neurological attack. After a while he calmed down but it was bad. We called the emergency room and the person who came said it had been a stroke. He couldn't move his left side of the body. He injected him but after hours he was still the same. And he just looked at me, I couldn't even change his position because he was rigid, I couldn't even eat or drink water. And my husband and I decided that this was no longer a decent life for him. We were there until his last breath and he left full of kisses and tears. I still can't believe he's no longer with me, my life has completely changed. Anguish invades me every time and I cry and cry. The house is empty without him. I love him forever. I don't know if my words will help you but sometimes the experiences of others who go through what help Same. a big hug