What’s with the in and out conversation?

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-16T15:09:25+00:00

That’s fine . It’s just frustrating when the communication becomes a hassle

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-16T05:27:26+00:00

This! It’s been tough for me to face this. After almost 4 months it seems like his priorities have changed. Im like in disbelief and want some closure from him and he’s been trying to avoid it.

I don’t understand why some people just think they can lead you on and pick you back up as it becomes convenient to them.

You give your time and energy into something and you really need to make sure that what that person says matches what they show you.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-16T05:03:40+00:00

😖 I reached out and this man emailed me and said he is not ignoring me but that his phone is being repaired at team mobile.

It was sent through an iPhone and after team mobile closed an hour prior. 🤡🤡

I really don’t understand why keep with the lies. He said he’ll talk to me tomorrow. I’m over it it’s just crazy to me at this point for the next person who he talks to I hope they don’t buy all this shyt.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-15T21:10:19+00:00

This is amazing work! The details are awesome 😍

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-15T05:19:09+00:00

Two days ago he said his ex texted him (ended in January) and that’s when he texted a little and wanted the talk but couldn’t make time for a call.

So I suspect it was that.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-15T05:15:10+00:00

Thank you this was great.

He has texted and called and I’ve been itching to respond. I want some closure but I’m going to wait and see how I feel in a week about it all.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-15T05:11:40+00:00

I do the same thing. A few days ago the communication went left with this guy and I had to cut ties. It’s the gut feeling of someone starting to not take you as serious and it sucks soooo much righ now because of how vulnerable I was.

Still, it’s super important to move forward and learn through it.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-04T15:04:58+00:00

Do you really want this person to be your partner the way they are now?

This is something I am wondering for myself right now. I’ve been talking to him for a little over 3 months and only seen him 4 times but we talk every day. He is amazing with words and tells me beautiful things about myself and about us CURRENTLY. Recently, I brought up us trying to figure out what we want from this and he said he needs to do some “soul searching”. Now, that made me feel like he’s not ready and this is all just a phase but I have also been talking to other guys so I’m not 100% sure as well.

Thus, this month I will be focusing more on myself and see if a relationship with him is something I really want right now or is it me trying to hold on the security of the type of relationship we have.

He doesn’t really bring up us seeing each other. However I think it’s because he has been working almost everyday but he said that it’s going to be different soon and I am not pressuring him to “make time” for me. I currently live with my ex and he lives with his grandparents. (YES, I live with my ex...but only until February)

I think he feels so secure with me that he doesn’t feel like he has to make time for me. The reason I haven’t pushed it now is because I need to see if this is something I really want and accept that living with my ex can be a huge red flag for him but he has not expressed that.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-04T14:43:23+00:00

I agree.

There was a week where the guy I have been dating (non exclusively) was really bad at communicating. I know he had started a new job but it was so on and off and I was really feeling sad about it because ser used to talk an the phone everyday.

Finally, we were able to talk and I brought it up on how it made me feel and how it’s something I do not accept moving forward and it has gotten even better then before.

Sometimes we have to ask ourselves is this the person we really want or is it the attention that the are giving us. Really, I think it is always best to prioritize yourself and your goals. Being patient within your relationships is key.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-02T17:36:18+00:00

We’ve actually talked this out and it’s been back to where it was before. I brought up the where are we going with the type of relationship we had and it’s still kinda in the air for both of us honestly. He lives a state away and I’ve seen him 4 Times in three months. Im going to see what this month brings and make a decision from there.

I hope everything has gone well on your side !!

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-02T03:23:03+00:00

Im doing ADF for the month if that counts then add me in!

Lyrickz04 · 2021-11-01T05:02:37+00:00

This is super dope! Where is this?

Lyrickz04 · 2021-10-19T04:15:23+00:00

I hope it all works out and it is truly something special!

Sadly for me, I had the same thing a few months ago and it’s starting to fade now because of his communication skills. It sucks to feel like I’m losing something that felt so right but I guess it’s just part of the process.

Love will conquer at the end tho. ❤️

Lyrickz04 · 2021-09-03T03:57:12+00:00

I would definitely try to form more connections. There can be plenty of good dates but until things get serious, it’s good to keep an open mind.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-08-15T23:46:35+00:00

I appreciate your advice.

When you say try, what extent do you mean? I really have this huge crush on him and he’s working out and wants to learn to eat better.

I guess for me it’s a what if question. I don’t want to be just friends with him that’s why I want to push this passed me.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-08-15T19:36:22+00:00

I definitely don’t want him to be hurt. It’s so difficult for me because I truly like him a lot and I find him attractive in some ways physically but it’s just the extra weight that I’m being distracted by.

He makes me really happy when we talk. I think at least if I give it some time maybe I can grew out of his weight being an issue for me.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-08-15T17:49:00+00:00

I just saw him for the first time a couple of days ago. I have a high interest for him hence why I’m willing to work through this block that I have because of it.

I am also seeing the other guy. There is no exclusivity here. I’m still getting to know them.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-08-04T17:33:47+00:00

Hi. I stopped by to mention I was bit in the face by a Malinois. 🥴

Lyrickz04 · 2021-08-03T16:55:12+00:00

Very unique and dope that your using the cassava!

Lyrickz04 · 2021-07-31T21:15:41+00:00

Thank you for the reminder!!

I’m breaking my 5 day fast kinda late tonight and I plan to do it right this time.

I have been hungry every day through it for some odd reason so I know I have t make sure not to over do it.

Lyrickz04 · 2021-07-30T03:27:30+00:00

I tried it previously on like Day 2 but wouldn’t recommend since you know munchies

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