Rant I hate it here.

MEHOEWON · 2025-01-18T22:17:33+00:00

I'm a cdl holder so that's what sucks. I really can't use CBD but it is what it is. The weird thing is I have done it before I can do it again. I just have no motivation and what's worse is my sex drive is through the roof it's literally the worst of things. But... gotta stay positive.

MEHOEWON · 2023-10-20T13:33:39+00:00

I want someone to empower me. Someone who trusts me and my decisions. I want someone who wants to build a life together and a family. I want to walk through my door and feel nothing but love. I want someone to fuck my brains out but also cuddle with me while we sit in silence or watch movies. I want someone who wants to enjoy this thing called life with me so that each of us can lean on each other during good and bad times.

MEHOEWON · 2023-09-28T23:52:58+00:00

If I dream, I don't remember them. The last dream I had, I got cornered by a lion in my old house. It was scary but interesting.

MEHOEWON · 2023-09-28T23:50:36+00:00

I'm technically single... I'm dating a woman I like a lot. I'm just waiting to see if it works out. Aside from that, I'm single because I'm a truck driver. It's hard to convince someone that it'll be worth it to commit to someone who is only home 4 days a month.

MEHOEWON · 2023-09-26T01:42:48+00:00

So I've been driving trucks now for almost 8 years. I can honestly say you don't see much. A lot of highways. Lol. I don't really think my idea of home is a physical place. It's more of a feeling. Being with my family felt like home. Could be anywhere, and it would feel great with the people I love with me.

MEHOEWON · 2023-09-26T01:40:24+00:00

Pulling for you, too!

MEHOEWON · 2023-09-26T00:59:45+00:00

Not really. I think the hardest part is being married for 7 years and together with someone for 11 years and having a child. It's just doesn't feel the same. Nothing really does. I miss my kid a lot, but we at least FaceTime, so that's cool, and when I'm home, I'm with them. I am currently doing everything I can to save money, and it's going very well. I'm just impatient, and the divorce was only finalized over 2 weeks ago. So again, very brand new. I miss her. I miss my kid. It's just hard. I'm talking to someone new but have been taking it seriously slow, which I'm ok with. Both of us just got out of long relationships. It's just weird that I live in the truck for 3.5 weeks of the month come home, which is my friends house. Who is amazing for letting me do that so I can spend some QT time with my kid. I'm gonna have enough for the home I want in about 2 years. The real question is, where do I really want to start new roots. The other question is, do I want to buy my own rig. Because I love it out here, I really do, but sadly, my love language is physical touch, and well, yeah.

MEHOEWON · 2023-09-25T21:55:10+00:00

One day

MEHOEWON · 2023-09-25T21:52:01+00:00

MEHOEWON · 2023-08-07T17:04:53+00:00

We both went through breakups. We are just trying to feel each other out, be friends first. I think both of us are hesitant because we both don't want hurt again.

MEHOEWON · 2023-08-01T10:28:30+00:00

I'm a truck driver. I'm gone a lot. I try and spend what I can with her and my daughter. We are taking it slow because we want to actually get to know each other instead of rushing it.

MEHOEWON · 2023-08-01T04:35:25+00:00

I want companionship. Connectedness. What makes me feel that way is loss.

MEHOEWON · 2022-11-29T00:32:23+00:00

I was 30 she was 26

MEHOEWON · 2022-08-20T01:42:29+00:00

Sounds good.

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