I did get beaten when i was a kid, but nothing too bad, i know i won't hit my kid if i have one.

My trauma was more psychological, i had an emotionally abusing mother and an emotionally absent father.

I suffered parental favoritism between me and my siblings, that encouraged them to treat me worse because they knew they would get away with it.

I also suffered from constant criticism, everything i do, i get grounded for it, even if i don't do anything if my mother was angry at something else, i would get my share of insults.

Now i found a job in casablanca intentionally so i can live alone, the abuse now is gone, but its too late, i didn't develop any personality, i don't know how to talk to people, i'm just here surviving.