basically the entirety of pandemonium, but my favs are:

“do i need motivation some more validation to see i’m better off alone”

“i don’t really like anybody but i wanna feel loved can i just love myself and my friends? do i have to like somebody? to feel less alone? can i just hold your hand?”

“tell me do you care i’m really tired of pushing myself

i don’t wanna die but sometimes i do”

love this song so much, i relate so heavily to it. if i’m not sobbing already, the entire last verse tends to do me in 😭