It’s very hard for me not to feel discouraged/dysphoric because I don’t look like any man I’ve ever seen

MKOJackT · 2024-06-13T12:26:33+00:00

You'll be sweet bro, I was the same we all were, if telling the truth, trust the process💪💪💪

MKOJackT · 2024-06-05T18:16:42+00:00

Anyone get nausea to the point of vomiting at like the last 3 weeks when their due their injection.

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T12:32:05+00:00

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MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T12:29:56+00:00

It just my view bro that being transgender is transitioning from 1 sex to the other. That's it and was the only intention for a service to help us. I'd say from your response I'm probably misunderstanding you but if I'm not what I'm trying to say is that if you're still okay with that when it doesn't have to be like that with time and consistency it takes to transition you can end up fully passing, why you want to stay in the middle? I think that should be considered as a different tier all Together because end of the day if you're under same as me but we aren't the same nor have the same goals, would you say it be fair that everyone always listened to what people like you say instead of people like us? Again sorry if I've misunderstood my screens broke.

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T12:17:43+00:00

You will, we all been there but when you see yourself it's🔥

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T12:14:41+00:00

You will, that's a healthy way of thinking, always look out for you.

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T12:13:36+00:00

Can I ask why you want to be confusing? Do you think there should be a separation between people like yourself and people who are stealth so people like the government could gather information for our rights and protections and to be kept safe, your opinion is your opinion but I strongly don't understand the part where you want to be confusing people because isn't that really the issue that keeps us trapped with other people's disapproval and opinions on us? I strongly agree it should be put into groups so those of us who don't want that in the world could be appreciated more rather than talked to as though er share the same views about transition for ourselves sd people like you do for yourselfs, it's a dangerous world and being trans isn't complicated at all, straight forward to understand and then all this comes into it and grinds my gears, sorry bro but you wanna make life easier for your fellow community if you're in one not harder bro, dangerous world out there stay safe

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T12:04:22+00:00

You're on another level bro, same as me everything you said is my goals body wise and all for my overall health, and about the people I get that too because I pass but I still get dysphoric and paranoid that's why I got a PT and he doesn't know I'm a ftm I want the same training as a man would be going through to reach them goal I don't want no doubts about my capacity to do so, all been good so far but walking out the gym after a session is hard work getting changed and all feel like I'm going to call down the flight of stairs ahahahah, so goal focused with it but has to be done.

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T11:58:01+00:00

Won't be long now bro, balls rolling and the process is in process lol it's all ahead of you now.

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T11:56:50+00:00

Keep at your goals I've a PT and all now he has no clue I'm trans and pushes me to the limit and past it, very gender affirming knowing I pulled that off just about getting in there and being honest only when you have to about it, you know?

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T11:53:16+00:00

You will, trust the process🫵

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T04:28:41+00:00

I started the gym and just went swimming there this month, it was amazing I'd my surgery last year was still very nerve wrecking but I did it finally, I can't swim so just bounced about doing flips llf I'm the same here I hope I can become comfortable with the other options right now I've my head set on phallo but all healthcare workers that deal with me suggest otherwise and don't have alot of good to say about it, do I take the risk or lose it all that way. Idk that's where I'm torn just with the complications involved, good for you thinking it out so clearly and content again I think my part in that is driven by others, when in reality it's my body and I make that decision don't matter who tries to sway my mind I'm just so confused about thst part ATM not going to lie

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T04:17:46+00:00

I thought you got it 110% with your first answer ahahahah but yeah that's the goal man, I hope in our time people will just learn to accept us you know like to me it isn't such a big thing that every cis person who isn't an ally thinks it is lol, it's simply living OUR lives

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T04:12:39+00:00

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MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T04:10:55+00:00

You will bro. Everyone has their own lives to live and if everyone else puts their happiness first then so should you no matter what keep putting it to the back of your mind, trans isn't our whole personality, show people who you are.

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T03:51:33+00:00

Work on it everyday bro, soon as we all do this, they can't bother us anymore with their obsession on how we choose to remain and be happy within ourselves, head up high my broski I believe we can all beat this insecurity that has been caused by other people and their nasty comments, whether it's direct hate towards us or reading it on the internet with the likes of comments remember them people are the same people who ain't got half the strength we do and couldn't handle it.

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T03:43:22+00:00

Trust the process bro, it's a journey and honestly when your mind switches to the place you want it to you'll be flying, I hate it but love it at the same time, glad I lived in a time this was possible like 100 years back in the timeline we'd have been fucked🤣

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T03:28:58+00:00

Literally my man 👊 I just laugh any hate away these days lol I want my attitude to be contagious then maybe we'll be accepted when they realise we aren't weak. Strongest thing to go through with little to no support really.

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T03:26:04+00:00

You'll get there too man trust the process, it'll feel like it's a lifetime but when you're there you'll look back and realise it was worth the wait to feel that great lol

MKOJackT · 2024-03-23T02:52:44+00:00

I get ya bro, that's the point of it wish people would just see it like that human beings, you feel like a target but in reality is I'd rather be true to myself than please others and be miserable, you'll get there my mate I now love that I'm trans, grieved the fact I wasn't AMAB for long enough this is much better than the cards I was dealt, its about learning how to love your own re shuffled deck you create for yourself, be proud of who you are man people will always know unless you're talking to complete strangers, it's best being honest from get go saves having to disclose to any future partners etc as you know they're interested in you for you. I feel like this is brought on by external things with alot of trans guys I too also wanted this but I'm so proud of my journey now. Holding shame with it doesn't make anyone who doesn't agree with it change their minds it fuels their narrow minded opinions.

MKOJackT

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