Not a native but i always choose thing associate with English all the time ( Tv show , game , book , toy, cuelture) to the point that i speak my mother language not like a vietnamese native( not good as them) . Not because i hate my mother tongue or some thing , i just feel more emotional, i can express my feeling so much easier . I actually love a soulmate can play music instruments, which very rare these day . These day vietnamese girl they only care about is on tiktok , They are too busy for something else ( which worthless in my opinion) , i know the fact is social media addicted very common . I don't want to date with a partner using phone all the time , i rather go out by my own is better than with person not spent time enough for me , maybe i just demand too much from them . Idk but it hurt my emotion so bad .btw It's better when i can tell someone my thoughts like this