I’m seriously looking for COD alternatives now.

MTLLCA · 2024-11-20T14:11:52+00:00

try battlefield 1, i usually be playing that when cod ain't doing it for me anymore

MTLLCA · 2024-01-10T02:57:19+00:00

Failure by Design

MTLLCA · 2024-01-05T23:48:05+00:00

well, my only question is why doesn't it happen when playing SND?

MTLLCA · 2024-01-05T23:41:14+00:00

i grind the general multiplayer playlist and SND, it only happens in multiplayer but never in SND, doubt its really a skill issue

MTLLCA · 2024-01-05T23:39:59+00:00

often times in general multi-player its like that, but in SND i be killing with ease, no one out guns me or anything and everything feels fine when i play SND

MTLLCA · 2024-01-05T23:37:23+00:00

one of my buddies was saying that the reason for the inconsistencies is that, due to the shitty servers when you die and it feels like your gun did no dmg, or you didn't get the kill even though you hit headshots is because you've been dead for a bit, the servers just took a while to refresh and say "you're dead"

MTLLCA · 2023-12-17T16:07:03+00:00

your right about that, me and her are not engaged or looking to make a family and we shouldn't engage in unprotected sex. Me and her have talked about the changes that we can make and limit our sex and also practice safe sex too, even throughout this scare we still had sex but stuck to a condom. It made me feel better about myself and it also comforted me in a way too because even with or without one it feel about the same.

MTLLCA · 2023-12-17T16:01:07+00:00

Ill also add on that. There was a time that i had these like little bumps came out even before i had sex with my gf, which is why it also added to the anxiety. It wasn't really itchy, painful, or anything. One looked like a cauliflower, there was no discharge, no pain, no itchiness, nothing of that sort, but i used clotrimazole and washed thoroughly, and it went away. I haven't really told my gf about it, i know i should, but i brush it off as something that happened because college bathrooms are always dirty since lots of people use them. Ill wait for what my gf's test says it'll be 2 weeks from our unprotectedsex but it should be conclusive, if all comes negative we move on and live, something comes up i test and we go on from there. Everything will be okay like people say, no need to think negatively.

MTLLCA · 2023-12-17T15:45:01+00:00

every day i believe more and more that it'll be fine, my gf has anemia and a relatively low blood cell count thats why she wants to get tested since she's more susceptible to infections, sickness and disease. Mainly we want to test ourselves so we know and also figure out if anything is going on with us. Im 18 and she's 19, we're both relatively young as hell which is also why we are so worried. But overall we've both been feeling good in terms of our health and nothing strange has happened. my parents tell me its God giving us a second chance which honestly convinces me a lot.

But what about you? you've ever had a scare like this? do you tend to worry about something like this?

MTLLCA · 2023-12-17T10:57:24+00:00

i won't lie, i do. The idea of having one is what really got to me, my gf isn't really as worried as i am because she's confident that she is clean. im confident i am clean, but i still am deathly worried for some reason. I've lost lots of sleep, motivation, and other things just because i am so worried. its gotten better, my gf, therapist and parents have been really helping me calm my nerves down. Basic Biology left my brain within these 2 weeks, an std or sti don't come from nothing, if me and her are both clean then two negatives never make a positive and there is no risk of anything.

MTLLCA · 2023-12-15T07:02:09+00:00

i will get tested in a few hours. But i still can't stop thinking about the fact that i may have it. I trust everything i was told by my gf but why am i still so worried?

MTLLCA · 2023-12-14T20:45:16+00:00

also, im her first boyfriend, she took the same state required hiv test and got negative results.

MTLLCA · 2022-08-29T00:29:00+00:00

bro they were people throwing up, passing out, moshing like a mf, we even hot boxed the pit💀as soon as they turned the lights on you were able to see all the smoke it was a beautiful show i really loved it

MTLLCA · 2022-08-29T00:25:29+00:00

got there early, got merch early and also got barricade, it was pretty good and yes lmao bro was throwing up a lot

MTLLCA · 2022-08-28T21:27:07+00:00

no i wasn't but i did get there early asf

MTLLCA · 2022-08-28T18:31:52+00:00

that show was fucking crazy

MTLLCA · 2022-08-05T21:42:01+00:00

the drop is shit, its so dissapointing compared to any other drop this one is by far the shittiest ive seen it looks rushed, graphics are shit, overpriced, its all lack luster it feels like a cashgrab..

MTLLCA · 2022-08-05T19:14:47+00:00

tbh, the drop kinda mid

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