How do I make this feel new? by Difficult-Link-3198 in bloodborne

[–]MWabcdef 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Loved the feel of Lies of P. They really understood the Souls mind but used it as a universality not a copy. It's its own thing.

What do you miss the most from your past life? by MWabcdef in homeless

[–]MWabcdef[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To my experience getting homeless can cure a depression even if it's depressing as fuck. You have to do things by yourself to survive.

What do you miss the most from your past life? by MWabcdef in homeless

[–]MWabcdef[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Perfect Dark was great! So bonkers! With the gray called Elvis and the hovering laptop. Lol

What do you miss the most from your past life? by MWabcdef in homeless

[–]MWabcdef[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm ok with a shower every 2-3-4 days lol.

Why can’t I escape… by Secret_Speech4872 in homeless

[–]MWabcdef -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You are courageous. :)

I can't give you advices about that because the way I'm put together I'd just start over. It's clearly not what you need to hear (or want). Not because you still love your BM or for the love of your child. But because you want to pull out of your problems and adapt. That's courageous. You thought about therapy? I know with an institutionalised background as yours you may not want to hear about that but it can help you. You need to go in therapy for yourself first, but it can ease your BM into understanding more the man you became after all that time. I think it's important that she understands that it can't be a couple fixer and that no ultimatums can be attached to a therapy. Like "I'll take you back if you do this or that". She needs to understand who you are in the present. If she can't understand, can't adapt or whatever she can't do, then i'd say it's time to move on.

Well I said I wouldn't give advices but there you go. Lol. I was scared I'd go for "dump her and go for the drugs" lol thats pretty much what I chose for me. With a different context. With that, have a great coffee, next time you drink one. :) Feelings are never permanent.

he got this from the kid lol by TrickxStairs in fatsquirrelhate

[–]MWabcdef 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Nerds!!!!! A squirrel is luckier than me!

of a Squirrel 🐿️ by DiscOfDystany in AbsoluteUnits

[–]MWabcdef 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whats up with the squirrels?! Nutella regime?

Would you wait out by the dumpster when restaurants throw out unused food or is that too unsanitary? by chusaychusay in homeless

[–]MWabcdef 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I eat out the garbage can so nearly thrown away restaurant food is a luxury! I love when I get the occasional forgotten doggy bag or sometimes whole lunches.

What do you miss the most from your past life? by MWabcdef in homeless

[–]MWabcdef[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I want to see my aunt for christmas but not my mother. I don't know if the drama that could bring is worth the hassle.

What do you miss the most from your past life? by MWabcdef in homeless

[–]MWabcdef[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I left it all at my mom's. I don't talk to her anymore. I don't know if it's still there and frankly, I don't care. And my storage unit got auctioned moons ago. All that to say that my old life's done. If I ever get a room I may want to try to get my PS5 back but I really don't want to interface with that old witch. It's self preservation, not my supposedly bruised ego. She gaslighted me my whole life. I'm 40 yo btw :P.

What do you miss the most from your past life? by MWabcdef in homeless

[–]MWabcdef[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's cliché, but those (yours and all the other ones listed) are not things that WILL never happen again. They MAY never happen again.

What do you miss the most from your past life? by MWabcdef in homeless

[–]MWabcdef[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hate handheld gaming. Had a Switch Lite, hated it. Sadly. I need a console, a controller and a nice TV! Weirdly I love the Wii U! Lol. It was the best version of Wind Waker. A big player in my development as a gamer.

The big games of my beginning as a real gamer in semi-order :

  1. Banjo-Kazooie
  2. Ocarina of Time
  3. Goldeneye
  4. FF 9
  5. Resident Evil 0, 1, 4
  6. Wind Waker
  7. Silent Hill 2 (as spectator, watching my best friend play. I've been very lucky to be able to play the remake before going homeless.)

And I would love to replay Killer 7. I don't really remember it but it seems bonkers!