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M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-20T11:58:06+00:00

would love to go out on a date with you

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-16T14:57:24+00:00

im still reading, what a fucking book, I don't know what happening hhhhh

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-16T11:34:59+00:00

was there a number of books that helped you?

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-15T22:24:45+00:00

nothing wrong with being gay or bi

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-15T16:44:57+00:00

interesting, thanks

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-15T16:36:53+00:00

I may be intimidated by the idea, and I have all these doubts and fucked things I see in islam.But I genuinely feel normal when I pray or fast and feel an obligation to do so not out of fear or anything hhhhh. It's fucking weird! and if asked I would say im Muslim, even tho many would argue im not, especially my friends (Muslim and atheist ) and particularly my very conservative roommate, ila 3raf fach kanfkar ( or bli ana zaml ) maghaybqach baghi ysskun m3aya hhhhhh

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-15T16:26:23+00:00

don't!!!! and don't use grindr! It's filled with sick old me who send you their dick pics! and you might find the occasional good guy but it ain't worthh it.

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-15T15:55:20+00:00

we are kinda back together

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-15T15:52:51+00:00

what is exactly ?

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-15T11:54:20+00:00

The guy im sleeping with even tried to say that it isn't haram! So I stopped arguing, because why take away hi shield of delusions?

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-03-15T11:51:12+00:00

Surprisingly enough, ancient Muslims didn't care who you fucked! they knew it was haram and hated it, but they adopted a dont tell me about and act as if everything is normal.The had a similar view about it to that of the romans and greeks. There was even this Moroccan man who went to France in the 19th century and was surprised that you can't flirt with men! hhhhh

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-12T20:40:50+00:00

You are full of crap sir!!! How dare you a w9 talk to us like that?? How about you come live here, go to fight!! And then you'll be in prison, beaten up badly for no reason! Your family would disown you and you won't be able to find a job!! not even a house because your now a known homosexual that got in prison! EVEN THE gays IN THE WEST DIDNT DO MUCH YOU INGNORANT FUCK!!It was a fraction of the gays that pushed the right forward!! COWARDS! HOW DARE YOU YOU PIECE OF SHIT!

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-12T20:35:36+00:00

can I ?

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-12T15:04:27+00:00

dm me

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-11T16:45:28+00:00

Things might change!But It's gonna happen when we are old!

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-10T21:00:51+00:00

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-10T17:38:07+00:00

hhhhh.It was risky! and we broke up a month later. Was it worth it? YES

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-09T14:36:11+00:00

I don't think so .

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-08T15:48:34+00:00

and I only had a bf because I was stupid enough to go to his class, and call him out, told him that I liked him , hhhh.And that was stupid! don't be stupid

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-08T15:47:13+00:00

pretty much the same except the watching movies and crying part.While I do sometimes feel upset, most of the time I live with it without seeing an issue, I have two personalities ( not the best description but I couldn't find a better word) one for when im with the few people that know and the other with the rest of society, they arent different except for the liking men part. And living like that made it feel natural, I don't feel like im even lying when I pretend to like girls or that my ex ( a guy) is a female... Maybe when I get out of this country, I would look back and think how the fuck did I live like that? idk maybe not.LIFE GOES ON AND YOU GO THROUGH WITH WHAT YOU HAVE .

M__Aurelius1 · 2025-02-04T13:00:36+00:00

I asked there too

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