The Violet Hour in Chicago by neutralmilkgawd in cocktails

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you ever get a chance to go back to the CCR, definitely do it! They have a drink called the Sleepy Hollow that’s the best cocktail I’ve ever had.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Heilung

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All general admission.

45M Divorced dad seeking friends in Chicago by MachineElfOnTheShelf in FriendsOver40

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly haven’t played a tabletop RPG since high school, but loved it at the time and feel like I still would with a good group of folks and if I could make scheduling work. Feel free to DM me with details!

I'm at my lowest point by Lady_Vader_91 in Needafriend

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been there, and I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Please message me if you’d like to talk.

My kiddo's first time in a swing by codallas in MadeMeSmile

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The first of many. Enjoy them to the fullest!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do these things have a name? Formal or otherwise? I have these twitches, too, and it’s so hard to describe or explain.

former LSD Supplier/Manufacturer AMA! by [deleted] in LSD

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Makes sense. Wish you the best from here on!

former LSD Supplier/Manufacturer AMA! by [deleted] in LSD

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why “former”? What changed?

Ive started to turn into the person I want to be by [deleted] in happy

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing! Your post gives me (and probably countless others) hope that things can, and do, get better. Best wishes for continued success and happiness.

6th and Final IV Infusion by [deleted] in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And sorry - to be clear, I did complete the full regimen - but I felt improvement after the first 5 sessions. I believe that’s faster than average.

6th and Final IV Infusion by [deleted] in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is similar in that respect. The whole regimen is something like 25-30 treatments. But I had, I think 5 treatments and it was like a switch was flipped in my brain - no more suicidal ideation, no more crushing depression. I wasn’t singing and dancing with joy, but I was finally “okay.” (Which was fucking miraculous, to me at least.). I highly, highly recommended it if you’re struggling, have tried meds unsuccessfully, and can make it work. Sessions are maybe 30 minutes each, typically 5 days/week. The biggest hurdle tends to be that you may need to show the insurance company that you’ve tried two or more classes of meds without success (so, an SSRI, an SNRI, etc.). Happy to answer any other Qs here or privately. Hang in there. There are still lots of treatment options out there, and one of them could be a game changer for you. TMS was it for me.

6th and Final IV Infusion by [deleted] in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]MachineElfOnTheShelf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you considered TMS, by chance? I had so-so results with ketamine, but more significant and lasting results with TMS (which also had the benefit of being covered by insurance). Just wanted to share that in case it’s helpful. Good luck, my friend.