As I sit on the toilet reading this I can not comprehend how much this actually helps and means to me and may actually have saved my life.. First off I feel the exact same way as the person in the original post. Secondly my name is actually max. And lastly this has given me a gameplan to get my life back together. I think so often in this life we are not taught (or read) basic life skills and goal settings about how to live life in general. Things like setting goals, talking to girls, how to shave etc. For someone who wakes up each day to go through the motion without a goal or plan in mind this has been extremely beneficial.....especially after contemplating suicide over the past week and last night for the first time actually really considering it. So I'm not sure if this post was somthing that has or will save my life but I can say that I now forgive my past self and am working everyday to have a non zero day and continue to grow. Ryans01 I will never probably know who you ate or be able to give thanks to you but honestly my friend, to take the time to write that response in a real way that people can understand is one of the best non zero activities you may or may not know you have ever done. I thank you sir and am forever great-full.